꧁༺ 𝔇𝔯𝔞𝔯𝔯𝔶 𝔒𝔫𝔢𝔰𝔥𝔬𝔱𝔰 ༻꧂

It Took One Night(mare) ✔️

Thank you for waiting ever so patiently even if it was a year.

There will be a prologue and epilogue made, as this just isn't enough for me.

Sorry if some things don't make sense!

Started: March 6th, 2023
Ended: June 26th, 2024

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I always loved you. Through better and worse. High and lows. I always truly loved you. Seems like you never cared though. It only took a night for that to change.

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June 1st, 2000
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My name is Draco Lucius Malfoy, lover of Harry Potter, or so most people think. It's not like that though. Harry doesn't consider me his lover, or his anything at all if we think about it.

We met at Hogwarts High School. We were strangers, we didn't even know each other. Well.. he didn't know me. I knew him though, all about him. From his hair color to shoe size.

Call me a stalker, it doesn't matter. I don't care what any of you think of me but I do care what he thinks about me.

Anyways, back to the topic of Harry. I know he never loved me, even though I didn't want to admit it. I knew everything. From the first girl he's been with, until now.

It hasn't been the same, ever since we got together. He's never looked my way since we did. Sometimes, I wish he hadn't been in my life. Maybe then, I wouldn't be this heartbroken and angry.

I used to ask myself, "Why does he not love me" as I cried on my bed. The answer is so simple, he doesn't care.

I could drop dead tomorrow, and he still wouldn't care. He could've been the one to find my body but he would just leave it there. I'm not even sure as to why he got with me if he leaves every day to club with others.

Every day, the same nightmare. And every night, the same dream.

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June 5th, 2000
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Today was my birthday.

We were supposed to spend it together, not apart. But he chose not to. He said, and I quote... "I don't want anything to do with you. Celebrating your birthday is the last thing I'd want to do. You'd have to kill me to even have me do anything with you." End quote.

I knew he'd say that, someday.. but not on my birthday.

Tears flood onto the parchment as I write this. I thought he'd at least consider my feelings before saying anything, but it seems not.

I just wanted a happy birthday.
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Draco closed the book. He had been told by Pansy that writing his emotions down would be of some help. Now, he seemed to dismiss that idea. He hid the book underneath his pillow.

You'd think that since Harry hated him so much he wouldn't even want to sleep in the same room as him, but he did. He just never slept with his body turned to Draco, it was always pointed away. It was as if he didn't want to have Draco be his first sight in the mornings, or last one at night.

This saddened Draco, of course. His heart sank a little more every day with the actions of Harry towards him. There were moments in which he'd ask himself why he didn't give up trying to be the Chosen One's one and only.. he was never able to come up with an answer.