🕊𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓛𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓘𝓷 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓓𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓮 🕊

Why?

Tarrae's Pov

We both were laying on his bed with smudge paint kisses all over our body

While he was smoking a cigarette, I was in his arms hugged tightly

" You have a small dick," I said giggling

" Fuck you," he said laughing quietly

...

" I love you, babe"

" I love you too darling"

N: " Hey can I tell you something"

T: " Yeah sure"

N: " Am concerned for you because..." he said touching my easily seen ribs

"Have you been eating "

T: " Well in my old relationship before my ex-boyfriend broke up with me he told me how I wasn't skinny enough for him and I took that to heart, so I felt the best way to become skinnier was to starve myself ..."

N: " Oh honey," he said pulling me into a hug

N: " Pls promise me you'll start eating because I'll love you no matter what "

I just smiled at him, while looking deeply into his perfect brown eyes

A few hours went by when I had to go back home

I hugged him tightly before kissing him and waving him goodbye

...

As I got home I took out my keys and opened the front door to see all the guys on the couch and an unfamiliar woman next to Corey

C: " Hey sweetie meet my new girlfriend, Stephanie,"

(I know that Corey started dating Stephanie before 2013 and since they were still dating during this time we are going to pretend they just started dating)

T: " Oh so this is who you replaced me with," I said saying under my breath

C: " What was that"

T: " I said this is who you replaced me with, dam I DIDN'T KNOW YOU WERE SO FUCKING DEAF," I said yelling at him

C: " Don't you talk to me like that, and I didn't replace you"

T: " Oh yeah well she's the reason you haven't talked to me in weeks"

C: " I've talked to you "

T: " Yeah only today, wait is this why you talked to me today because you were inviting her over without me even knowing"

Corey just looked at me

I sighed

T: " You know what am just going to c-

Before I could finish my sentence my dad said

C:" Am guessing you're going to cut a vein like you always do" he said with a cold tone

T:" Wow you have the nerves to say that to your child, especially in front of the band and your new girlfriend"

I said looking at Stephanie

T: " You know what, since you what me to so bad then I'll do it," I said before running up the stairs

As I was running up the stairs I heard a distant voice screaming my name

I soon slammed my door

And grabbed my blade from under my pillow

Took off my bracelets and was about to put the blade towards my vien

Until I felt a pair of arms around me

C: " Pls stop am sorry"

T: " YOU SAID YOU WOULDN'T DATE ANYONE ELSE AFTER MOM'S DEATH"

C: " I know but some things have to happen in life"

...