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Truth pt.1

Tarrae's Pov

  We got home, and as soon as he opened the door I just dashed to my room not noticing the boys on the couch to my right

I threw my backpack on my bed and started ripping all the pictures of my boyfriend on the wall
After that, I started punching my wall with my ring, and soon after my knuckles were starting to get bloody, my dad ran up to me stopping me

C: "SWEETIE, STOP PLS"

T: "I FUCKIN HATE HIM"

C: "Who"

T: "HUNTER, HE CHEATED
ON ME WITH JAE"

C: " here just sit on your
bed, calm down"

Soon as I calmed down, Corey left and I decided to take a nap to take my mind off that

4 hours later

I woke up due to a loud bang
downstairs

My eyes quickly widen, I sighed and got my phone beside me checking the time, and seeing the time I sighed again.

While I was staring at my wall, my mind was telling me to sh. I didn't want to, but my body got to my mind.
I stood up from my bed to my drawer to get a box of blades and picked the sharpest blade. I was deciding whether to do it or not, but soon after my hand-picked the choice. Putting the blade so deep towards my vien, causing so much blood to start dripping down my arm.

My head started feeling dizzy after 5 deep cuts I had done on my left arm.

I was about to proceed to my right arm. When I heard my door open, my blade dropped to my thighs, I looked over to see who it was, Sid...

Me and Sid had one of 
the best relationships in the whole band, and he was like a second father to me, so I wasn't surprised he was shocked and starting to tear up.

S: " Rae why," he said, closing the
door with a worried tone

T: " Am sorry, Sid, please don't
tell anyone, especially my dad he's gonna be disappointed in me" I said starting to cry

Sid walked over to me, sitting next to me, he opened his arms towards me for a hug

I was crying in his arms and I could also hear him crying. He stood up saying

S: " Am sorry Rae but I have
to tell your father.

T: " No sid please he's going
to be so pissed at me.

  He looked back at me saying
"He's not going to be mad at you, he's going to be worried
for you, I know him."

"Ok," I said nodding my head

As soon as he closed the door, I jogged to the bathroom and started to wash the blood off my arm, when it was completely cleaned from the blood, I grabbed my concealer and started dabbling it against my skin

Trying not to put it directly on my cuts to avoid getting an infection.

As I walked out the bathroom, my door opened seeing my dad at
the door frame with tears in his eyes...