🕊𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓛𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓘𝓷 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓓𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓮 🕊

Change For Who?

Tarrae's Pov

It's been four days since the funeral of Norman

And I haven't had any motivation to do anything, not even use to use the bathroom, I think I have a bladder infection

I turned over facing my ceiling, staring at the fan, going in circles and circles

Soon my door busted open reveling Sid

S: " Jesus Rae, you look like a corpse"

T: " Shut up Sid," I said chuckling

S: " Am being serious Rae, you haven't even eaten in 4 days, please at least take a shower, maybe we can go somewhere together today"

"UGHH" a big sigh came out

T: " Ok fine, you gave me enough motivation"

S: " Ok I'll make you something to eat"

I nodded "Yes"

After a little bit, I stood up and walked towards the bathroom, but it felt like I was about to faint due to not eating in so long

I turned over the shower nob too cold, maybe that will help me

...

After about a 30-minute shower, I came out and grabbed a towel, and dried myself off

I wrapped the towel around my body as I started doing my skincare

The whole time I was doing my skincare, I was staring at my hair deciding if I should cut it short or not

But my thoughts won

I grabbed out scissors and grabbed my hair onto a ponytail

Where the rubberband stopped is where I was going to cut

After a big breath, I cut it

Thank god I had a curler cause my hair looks so weirdly short

...

After my hair dried I curled all my hair which made it wavey, but it didn't bother me it looked better like that

I grabbed two front pieces and braided them, then added some cheetah-printed hair clips in the front

Wow I liked this hairstyle very much

And when I finished my make up I went to go pick up an outfit

Which included a black tank top, flare pants, bracelets, a studded belt, and a black sweater

When I was finally satisfied with how I looked, I walked out of my room heading toward the kitchen

T: " Hey Sid, umm what's going on Sid," I said laughing a bit and looking at the smoke

S: " Hey Rae, oh um yeah... Tarrae you cut you're hair, I like it not gonna lie"

T: " Thanks Sid, umm do you need help with that," I said pointing toward the pan

S: " Oh no it's fine, I messed up like two times, cooking is hard," He said with a frown on his face

T: " It's fine I'll make some hot pockets, you want some"

S: " Omg, yes, please," he said in a tire voice

I walked over to the refrigerator and grabbed hot pockets from the freezer and walked over to the microwave

As I tossed the hot pockets into the microwave I said " Oh btw where's my dad" to which he replied "Oh he's on an interview with Stone Sour and told me if I could watch over you, while he was gone"

When he finished the last line the timer beeped on the microwave

I took out the hot pockets and gave him a napkin so he wouldn't burn yourself

" Here be careful, it's hot," I said handing him the hot pocket, as he took a bite of it he dropped it and made a crying sound, but it looked like he did it on purpose to make me laugh

" Told you it was hot," I said laughing a bit

When we got finished eating the food, we walked out to his truck

" Hey where are we going," I said " It's a surprise," he said giving me a huge grin

"Oh no" I thought in my head