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brutality

Tarrae's Pov

Its the night my dad and the whole band found out that I sh
I just kept thinking about what they thought about me until I pulled out a box of cigarettes under my bed and got a lighter from under my pillow.

I got up from my bed to my closet to grab a sweater to put on over my tank top and pajama pants.
After I added my sweater, I grabbed the box of cigarettes, my lighter, and lastly my phone
I opened my window and grabbed onto the water spout near my window, sliding down

I decided to go walking around the town. First I went to a playground near my house, grabbed the box of cigarettes, and lit one up. While I was smoking, my thoughts were just about how my life changed over two years.

When I've gotten bored just being in the park smoking, and listening to music in the dark I decided I should go on a bus around town. I stood up throwing the cigarette on the ground and stomped it out.
As I was walking towards the bus stop I lit up another cigarette knowing I wouldn't be able to smoke on the bus

I got there in 7 minutes and saw the bus there, I quickly got on and paid for my ticket, when the bus started moving I threw the cigarette out the window. I was just laying down on the seats with a few people on the bus with me.

As my eyes were starting to close, I heard the bus door open seeing an old man coming in. But as soon as he got on I could feel him staring at me. I was trying to ignore him by putting my head down. Until I heard a male voice talking towards me

(Od= old dude)

Od: " Hello young lady, may I sit

here "

T: " Oh um yeah," I said
taking my legs off the 2 other seats, just to sit down on my seat

Od: " So what is a young beautiful
lady like you doing out
at this time"

T: " Oh um I just couldn't sleep
so I decided to leave my house for
a while" I said starting to feel nervous

Od: " Well how bout we go to my apartment for a while huh?"
he said whispering and also grabbing my thigh

T: I looked him dead in the eye while pulling out my lighter " If you don't get your hand off me I'll burn you here alive mother fucker".

I sighed getting up to tell the driver to open up the door. As I was getting off I heard the old man yell" YOU'RE GONNA BURN IN HELL, PSYCHOPATH" I turned around to say " YOU CAN DIE ANY FUCKING SECOND DICKHEAD" I sighed and stepped out of the bus.

I started looking around my surroundings to know where I was realizing I was on the opposite side of the town. I looked down at my phone to check the time seeing it was 4:58, I had 3 more hours until school started.

I was thinking about what to do right now remembering there was a bridge near where I was right now.
I remember this bridge from heart because this is the place where Hunter my ex-boyfriend took me for my first date, this bridge isn't really popular but it's known for how many people commit suicide here.

As I got there my eyes started getting heavy, and a wave of sleepiness hit me.
I sat at the side of the bridge taking out my phone to just mess around on it.
Meanwhile, I was playing a game on my phone my eyes started getting tired. I decided I was going to sleep here, so I turned off my phone and put it in my shoe so nothing will happen to it, after I took out the lighter and the box of cigarettes, I zipped up my sweater and laid down on the side, thinking about all
the bad things that can happen.