🕊𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓛𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓘𝓷 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓓𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓮 🕊

New Life Pt.3

Tarrae's Pov

It's been a week since I was discharged from the hospital

But ever since that, my dad has been kinda ignoring me and always on his phone

I tried being sober, but it was hard and on the fourth day I decided to do it again

Also, I've been struggling to eat with the guilt of me gaining weight and thinking how disgusting I was if I ever ate

Also, my dad moved me to a different school so yeah I start tomorrow

" Hey dad," I said but he didn't even notice me walking into the living room

I sighed as I walked out, heading towards the kitchen seeing Craig in there drinking a cup of water

T: "What's up with him," I said whispering to him

C: " Idk he's been like that almost 4 days ago "

T: " Ok I guess I'll go to sleep for school tomorrow goodnight, Craig"

C: " Ok goodnight, Rae Rae"

Rae Rae was the nickname Craig gave me

I walked up to my room hearing my dad laughing with someone on the phone

I just looked away and headed to my room

I grabbed a tank top and a pair of blue shorts and jumped onto my bed, I turned to where I was looking directly at my ceiling, still hearing my dad laughing with someone on the phone

I don't know why but my eyes started to tear up for no reason, I soon stared at a mirror that was attached to my closet door, then my head started filling up with negative thoughts

I then cried myself to sleep with all the negative thoughts still in my head