The Nanny Affair

Chapter 22- Jasper

The morning light shines in as I hold Rosie. I watch as the light fills the room. I feel nothing but warmth inside when I am holding her. Rosie is a symbol of joy and comfort for me, and she always manages to bring out the best in me no matter what. She has taught me that no matter how tough life may seem, it's important to appreciate the little things and stay positive. Her presence is a constant reminder that even on the darkest of days, there is hope and light.

I slowly get out of bed trying not to wake her. I glance over at her, admiring how peaceful she looks while asleep. I stand at the window and watch as the sun rises. The clouds move quickly across the sky, reminding me of how life passes us by. I think about the future and I see Rosie and the boys. I know what Gisselle and I have is a business deal, a merger I can't turn away. But is it really worth it, if in the end the boys are unhappy or I never get to wake up again next to the girl I've fallen for? Questions such as these fill my head, questions that I can't answer right now. I know the road ahead of me is going to be long and difficult.

But as I look at the meadow behind my house, I'm reminded that this is my life and I have a choice. It's a difficult decision to make, and I'm well aware that I'll be held accountable for the outcome. There are risks involved, and yet I still feel an overwhelming urge to make a change and take control of my destiny. The first step is to believe in myself, trust my own judgement and accept the consequences of whatever decision I make.

Arms wrap around my torso and I feel her lips craze my back before she leaves a little peck. "Morning," She says softly. I feel her warmth and her breath against my skin, I can sense the comfort that radiates from her embrace. A smile creeps onto my face as I take a deep breath, taking in the moment and savoring every ounce of joy it brings me. We stay like this for a moment, a perfect stillness between us that feels as if time itself has been put on pause.

I turn to face her, placing my hands on her cheeks. I lean in and kiss her, "Morning beautiful." As our lips meet, I feel an indescribable emotion wash over me like a wave of warmth and love. Our kiss lingers, and as we pull away, I feel my heart beat faster. We break apart and I look into her eyes, which sparkle with a deep emotion.

I stand behind her, facing the window. I embrace her in my arms as she leans her head into my chest. We stay like this for what feels like an eternity, just enjoying each other's presence. Her breathing begins to slow and her body relaxes, as if she is releasing the weight of the world with each exhale. We take a moment to look outside, watching the world pass us by as we stand in a single moment of peace.

"You know what I like about this place?" She says.

"What's that?"

"That even though we're in the city, we're so far away. It's peaceful here." She says quietly. Although surrounded by the hustle and bustle of the city, this spot allows us to be far away from it.

I hold her tighter and kiss her cheek. The sound of little feet running around and the voices of Earl, David and Natty trying to get the boys to settle, send us into laughter. We are surrounded by the chaos of everyday life.

"Well, looks like the boys are up." She turns around, "I should go make breakfast." She grabs the t-shirt and throws it on.

I pull her back and place her on the bed and start kissing her neck.

"Jasper, we can't." She says softly.

I continue doing what I'm doing and then look at her, "Earl's got them, remember?" I smile before placing my lips back on hers. I can feel her melting into me, our bodies melding together as if we were one and I can feel her breathing quicken as my hands gently explore the curves of her body. I can feel my own heart racing as I start to pull away, our eyes meeting in a moment of breathless silence

She moves her head and starts to laugh, "Boy! You have a sex addiction." She laughs harder. I try to keep a straight face, but it's hard not to join in.

"Actually I don't," I start, "But everybody has some sort of addiction. Mine just so happens to be you."

I kiss her neck and make my way down. I need her like I need my morning coffee. As I deliver the pleasure she deserves, she moans my name. I feel her walls tighten as she comes undone; taking in every last drop. I feel her body quivering with pleasure as I make my way back up to her lips, kissing her with all the love I have. She gives me a look like I'm the only one who can do this for her.

I pin her arms above her head to the bed as I kiss her neck. Her gaze locks on mine, and from that moment on, we become one. Our bodies intertwine and I am no longer in control, nor do I want to be. As our passions rise, we become almost desperate in our desire for each other. I have never felt this way before, and I realize I never want to feel any other way again. At this moment, I know that I want to spend the rest of my life with her.