𝐌𝐑 𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 | JJ Maybank

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I woke up curled up into JJ's arms. I was able to feel his breathing on my neck, his arms wrapped around me like a teddybear.

I didn't remember exactly how I ended up in this situation. But by my terrible headache I was able to tell I had too much to drink and JJ most likely took care of me.

I didn't want to wake up the peacefully asleep boy. Instead, I stayed still and enjoyed his presence.

Unfortunately for me it reminded me of how I used to wake up with Rafe. He held me as well.

It surprised me that whenever I was with Rafe I though of JJ and when with JJ I thought of Rafe.

I guess the two of them were really similar when it came to physical touch. They both hold me like their life depends on it, like they're opening up to you entirely.

Only later did I notice I had fallen asleep again, but this time I woke up without arms wrapped around me and I was laying differently.

As I entirely opened my eyes I flinched at JJ's blue eyes staring into my soul. "JESUS CHRIST." I yelled.

JJ his eyes widened at the sudden screaming. "Am I really that scary?"

I moved away from him so there was more distance between us before hiding my head under the covers. "Well you definitely are extremely scary if you're staring at me sleeping."

JJ took the covers off of me, making me groan since it was way colder without them. "My bad, you just looked so peaceful and I didn't want to wake you up by getting up."

I sat up and ran my hands through my long blonde hair as I yawned. I was still very tired but I was sure I wouldn't fall asleep anymore cause of the scare.

"You know that's something a serial killer would say right." I said as I got up and walked towards my mirror. I looked absolutely horrifying.

"Who says I'm not a serial killer?" JJ joked.

"My knowledge of serial killers says you're not." I smiled and looked at the hoodie I was wearing.

I had completely forgot how I got it but later realised JJ had given it to me.

"Maybe you're a serial killer then, cause you've got the knowledge and all." he continued.

"Shut up." I looked through my closet and grabbed a clean pair of jeans and put it on my bed. "I'm going to shower, I look terrible."

JJ nodded in reply. "Alright."

I gave him a thumbs up and then went to the bathroom with clean underwear and a clean bra.

I took off my clothes and stared at JJ's hoodie which was now on the bathroom floor.

I truly didn't know how to think of whatever was going on with me and JJ right now. It's awkward but in a way also isn't awkward. But then again we did kiss and didn't really talk about it. We're acting like nothing changed but I know everything did change. He treats me differently.

I was scared. Scared that I'd fall in love with him or he would fall in love with me. That's why I made him promise not to. It's better for both of us.

See, me and JJ's friendship has never been the best. It has had ups and downs but mainly downs, we're opposites and that's why it keeps going wrong. Though I believe me being a Kook also is a big reason.

I put my thoughts aside and got into the shower, closing the curtains. When I turned the shower on the water was still cold which made me groan. The water turned warm soon after, finally letting me relax.

I was almost done showering when I heard the sound of the bathroom door opening. I was lucky to have closed the shower curtains but I was absolutely furious. "Are you serious?"