13: FEAR

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I was speeding through the city as fast as i could. Im eager to go home and see what is happening with my sister. Is she hurt? I don't know and that's pissing me off.

In less than ten minutes I had reached the front door of my mansion.  My men recognized the car and opened the door without a second thought. 

I parked the car in the garage and hurriedly started walking towards the door that separates the house from the garage. 

The usually peaceful house suddenly seemed much quieter. 
"Cairo!"  no reply. "Cario!" 
"Come up!"  I ran  to the direction I heard his voice come from.

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"Can I speak to you for a moment Mr. Rossi?" 
"Come to my office. Follow me," I said as I ran a hand through my now messy hair. 

I opened the door for the doctor to come in first and after she gave me  I closed the door behind us.
"Please sit down"
"Thank you" luckily this morning I had hidden the guns and illegal papers. 

"What's going on  with my sister?" escaped my mouth the question that has been occupying my brain for two hours. 
"Well, from what I understand after taking a look at her records, the events of this year may have affected her more than you see."  she told me her theory as she read the notes from her notebook which she had propped up on her feet. 

Her hands were playing with the  ring she was wearing, her expression seemed pensive and after a while she started nervously shaking her leg. 

"Dr. Jin" nothing "Dr. Jin, is there something going on that I should know about?"
"Um- I-"
"I don't have time to waste. My sister is in such a situation and I'm looking for answers from you."  I was starting to get irritated. 
"Forgive me, you're absolutely right. It's just - Elli has been through a lot and right now she needs some time to heal. The reason she's in this situation now is because she's still grieving. A lot of patients go through this.  Usually it's very worrying but after the examination I did on her a while ago I think she will be better by tomorrow."  with those words of hers without even realizing it a breath of relief left my lips.

"But, in order to get well quickly she needs to feel that she is in an environment that is familiar, safe, that feels love. You should take her out  walks in the garden in the sun because she has very low  vitamin D. Actually, I'll send you an email with the vitamins she should be taking."

  "Very well. If I need anything I'll call you."
"Have a good day Mr. Rossi. And don't worry, Elli will be fine."  she said as I escorted her out of my office.

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It's been 3 hours since the doctor left.  I haven't seen how she is doing.

  I told Cairo to leave but he said he will sit here for the night. 

I try to distract myself with the paperwork I have to fill out for the company so I don't think about Ellie's situation. 

You are worthless, a worthless piece of dirty garbage. 

Did you think you could keep her alive? 

You are ridiculous

I brought the glass to my mouth and took a sip of whiskey.  My head has been hurting since this morning, and this situation going on right now is not helping me relax at all.


I have to finish this paperwork by noon tomorrow, take it to the office, and then deliver it to my secretary for her to take to my gun buyer.

These days many small businessmen lose their weapons in conflicts and come to me to make new ones.


You can't win.

You can't avoid your fate. 


Shut up.

You can't run away from your problems. 


Shut up.

You are a miserable little body looking for something you can't get.

Shut up.

How can someone like you want to be loved when all you do is destroy.


Hahaha you are ridiculous!

Shut up.

Shut up.
Shut up.
Shut up.

"Shades, I'm talking to you" I looked towards the door and there stood Cairo looking at me with his hands in his pants pockets.

  "What do you want Cairo?"  I felt annoyed and obviously it could be heard in my voice. 

"You got it again didn't you?"

  I froze

"Shades I'm talking to you " I tried to ignore him and went back to what I was doing before he decided to bothered me.

"Shades you can't treat her like this forever. It's not her fault about what happened to you." 

" Get lost."

" Get up and go to your sister because you are the only person who can help her right now."  he said and after a while he left my office.

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