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third; birthday date

➳ 3rd year highschool

it's been quite a time since jake and i talk. after he left my school, we exchanged numbers and would just go to the hotel or to the river whenever we felt the need to run away.

this all happened two months ago, today is jake's birthday and we were supposed to be hanging out together. that's why i'm making my way to his school right now.

i walk into the big building, surrounded by pupils wearing branded clothes.

"oh sorry," i apologize to the girl as i bump into her, "jake is still in his classroom, just walk down the hallway.ä," she gives me a sweet smile, leaving me confused. i thank her and walk down the aisle. how does she even know i want to meet him?

i look around while walking, seeing them turn their heads into my direction. once i'm down there i look at all the rooms, scratching the back of my head.

"excuse me," someone taps my shoulder when i turn around, "in that one," he points to the room on the left side and i thank him. my brows crash together in confusion, while walking to the room.

i never accompanied him to his school, nor met his friends, so why do they all know me and know that i want to go to jake.

i stick my head through the door, seeing a few pupils, some laughing, some sleeping and some just being on their phones.

"yo jake," i look to the person shooting their head to my side and i try to find jake. when i locate jake in one of the corners, surrounded by people, his eyes meet mine.

immediately my heart starts beating like it's about to jump out of my chest.

i smile, waving a little. his lips immediately form into a big smile as he pushes himself out of his chair, "excuse me, but i need to go," he tells the people as they all look into my direction.

they all smile but to be honest i am embarrassed. i stand in front of the door on the other side waiting for jake to come out.

"good afternoon, star," he sticks his head out of the room when our eyes meet again. "hey," he walks out and immediately takes my hand, his backpack on one of his shoulders.

he looks so cool and attractive. i call myself lucky everyday, to have a chance with him.

as we walk out of the building, everyone greets him and smiles at me. they look like they aren't even surprised that he has a girl holding his hand, it felt like they all already knew me.

in silence we keep walking, before he stops in his tracks and looks at me. i question him, looking into his face.

his eyes look around before he bows down a bit to kiss my lips. "i missed that," he says after letting go of my lips, holding both my hands. "we saw each other last night," i remind him, giggling a bit.

there is noway i'm letting him show that i'm blushing. it's the first time we are kissing in public, in front of so many people. usually it's just the two of us, so this was something really new.

everything is so new.

"but i missed you so much," he pulls me into a hug, squeezing me tightly. i just laugh, also hugging him.

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"here!" i hand him my gift. i planned a whole picnic at our favourite place, the han river. his hands fall on his mouth as he looks at me and back to the bag, "you really didn't have to. a kiss would be enough," i shake my head, hitting my forehead with my hand.

i happily look at him as he opens the gift, his hands again falling on his mouth, "i was thinking about it the whole time! thank you," he quickly puts it back into the box and takes my hand.

jake pulls me closer to him, leaving a kiss on my forehead, "thank you, really," he cups my face looking down on my lips.

i roll my eyes, knowing damn well what he is thinking, "fine, because it's your birthday," i say before giving in and kissing him.

i actually love his lips just as much as he loves mine, and i love acting like i don't like it when he wants to kiss me.

even though i desperately want to feel them also.

the kiss turns about to be a long kiss, so i adjust myself with holding his neck. jake's hands, which were placed on my cheeks made their way to my arms, holding them.

he smiled before pulling away again. i laid down on his lap as he started eating the fruits i prepared, "you were made on valentine's day," i realise as he chokes but smiles.

i look concerned at him but can't hide my laugh, "i know, my mom told me last time," his face expression suddenly change as he grabs for a tangerine and starts feeding me.

"sorry," i mumble, seeing the change of his mood and grab for his hand. jake just shakes his head, still feeding me, "it's not your fault," he winks at me when i smile a little.

"but," he starts again, fully looking at me, "if you're really sorry, then don't let me go home tonight."

without hesitation, i nod, "do i have a chance? it's your birthday after all," i smile at him as he starts tickling me, "you want ut just as much i want it," he leaves a few pecks on my face when i nod slowly, "sadly, i git myself into it."

i shrug my shoulders as both of us laugh.

we end up enjoying the sunset there on the blanket, stargazing together and talking about how he showed a picture around in his school to let them know i was his girlfriend.

he was stupid for that, but at that moment i appreciated and enjoyed all of his attention for me.

because i didn't know what was coming after me.