Rainy Weather (Kazurei)

A Light Drizzle

I ended up in Kazuki's room after we got home. His warm body is on mine once more holding me in a deep embrace. "haah..." I try to refrain from making sounds my covering my mouth, but it's not possible. He sucks at the side of my neck like a lustful vampire that just found its meal. I said this couldn't happen again, but he swept me up in the moment. He's too good at it, makes me wonder how many women he's done this with. Ah, probably not the best time to make myself mad thinking about that. He's treating me differently than the last time earlier. Kazuki taking a lot of extra precaution to try to avoid hurting me. it's probably because he saw how much pain I was in. Did he actually do research on how to do it with another guy? I could just laugh. What a funny thought. If he did, I guess that means he wants me to enjoy it too. It hurt so bad the first time he put it in, but the pain did eventually fade away after a couple minutes and didn't come back till I woke up. This time I just felt the pressure as he pushed his way in. "...Are you okay?" Kazuki asks me sounding like he's out of breath "Yea-nng!" He started moving without letting me finish talking. His attack renders me helpless. All I can do is dig my nails into his back and moan involuntarily. The noises coming out of my mouth are strange. It doesn't sound like me at all. My brain is melting. My body is reacting to his touch all on its own. This is pure ecstasy. That all came crashing down when suddenly the bedroom door swung open. Miri woke up. "M-M-Miri!? What are you doing awake?" Kazuki tries to conceal my presence with the blanket that covers us. "I needed to pee but I heard something weird so I wanted to see if you were hurt. Are you hurt, Kazuki Papa?" It would be bad if she came in here and saw us like this. Kazuki is doing his best to maintain his composure right now, he's not very skilled in that regard. "Everything is fine, I'm okay. Go back to bed now, Miri." "Alright, papa. Goodnight." She yawns loudly then I hear her little footsteps going away from the room. "Of course she didn't close the door. Just a second. He gets up exposing me to the cold. "Did you have to take the blanket?" I question. "Shh, it's just incase Miri is still around." He pokes his head out the door to confirm the coast is clear then closes it before returning to the bed. We both cooled off from when Miri randomly appeared so now we're both just laying down not doing anything. "So, Rei...I've been meaning to ask you something." His voice quivered. "What?" "Are you comfortable with how we are now? I'm sure this is all new territory for you, I just want to know if you're ok with me doing all this with you." He's correct about that, it's all new and unexpected. However, not once during the whole process did I think it's gross or strange enough to the point I dislike it. Yes, it is strange, but fine since it's with Kazuki. "You would know if I didn't want it." I roll over to face him. He smiles lovingly and pulls me back into an embrace. "Who would have guessed we would end up this way together? He places a soft kiss on my lips. "I'm glad. With that Kazuki returns to his position on top deciding he wants to carry on. I readjust myself back to how I was laying before so I'm in line with him. He pushes himself back inside slowly and carefully. Since he was already there moments ago, entering was a lot easier. Just when I thought we both cooled off, the heat came right back but the sensation is now even more intense. His movements are almost rhythmic. His grunts and moans only fuel flames he's ignited in my heart. His giant hands holding my hips firmly in place. It couldn't be more perfect. It doesn't take too much longer till we both reached our peaks. A bizarre sensation occurs inside me. Did he? Something warm was left behind after Kazuki pulled out. "Uh, Rei? Are you feeling well?" he took notice of my visible confusion. "I'm fine." How do I even say what I'm thinking about? "I wish I could get a picture of your face when we're going at it. Your expressions are so lewd." Kazuki smirks at me. "I'll kill you if you take a picture of me." I can hardly stand looking at myself in the mirror. So much so that I have it covered with an old shirt. Kazuki loves taking pictures of himself and several random things. He's someone who likes to capture people and things in a moment where he sees beauty. He could be joking about what he said, but I hate pictures. "I'm joking of course, I know you don't like pictures.." He adjusts my messed up hair before settling back down next to me. "It's amazing isn't it? It feels like a dream rather than reality." I can't focus on what he's saying with this uncomfortable feeling I'm dealing. "I'm going to the restroom." I get up and quickly slide my clothes back on then head into his bathroom. I don't know how to clean this out of me. It's awkward beyond measure. Gravity is helping some...slowly dripping out. Bizarre. This is embarrassing. All I can think to do is manually dig it out with my fingers. How did I get into this mess? I press a couple of fingers in and feel the slimy fluid getting all over them, this method seems to be effective. I look at my hand and the white cloudy glob that got on it. At least it's out now. I get cleaned up and get out. Kazuki got dressed too and is sitting in the edge of his bed as though he was waiting for me. "What?" I asked him. "Have you given it anymore thought...about you leaving?" I actually haven't, my mind has been too busy with all of this that I couldn't stop to think it through some more. "Still don't know." Even if I keep dragging my feet on the subject, it doesn't change anything. I'll have to end up going regardless. I don't know what my father is planning, but I can't take any chances. For now, all I can do is build the strength it takes to actually go. If Kazuki or Miri die, I'd never be able to forgive myself. It would be my fault for waiting too long. That animal of a human is unpredictable, he could do something whenever he wants to. It's only a matter of time. What all does he know about my life outside of their? He knows I'm with Kazuki all the time. I need to talk to Kyutaro, find out if he has any useful information. "I dunno how long I would be gone. Taking over for my father one day is his wish, it was never mine. He expects a lot from me and after being gone for three years it might be beneficial to do what he wants for awhile." It's the very last thing I want. My family probably had to fall on me just when I was finally figuring out who I am. "Do you really think he would let you leave again if you go back? No chance in that happening." "Just give me some time. I'm going to sleep. Goodnight." "You don't want to sleep in here?" The fact that he still wants to be close to me is endearing. "No, I need to be alone." "I see..." he looks sad. "Goodnight, Rei."