The Dagger You Hold - [Avatar Fanfiction, pt. 2]

ՏI᙭ - ᑕᗩᒪᒪIOᑭᗴ

I pushed the cover of the link bed up and jumped out. The first thing I did was push a scientist away that tried to help me.

"Why did you do this?!" I yelled at General Ardmore. She crossed her arms and tilted her head.

"Colonel said so, he is on his way back." She claimed and turned around and left.

"Put me back in!" I yelled at one of the scientists but they shook their heads. I hit the link bed with my fists and let out an angry scream. Then I headed out, some scientists tried to hold me back.

"Let me go! Let go of me!" I yelled, first I didn't want to hurt them but my anger grew and I pushed them away again. Then they let go of me and looked down.

"My Avatar! I'll do whatever I want with it!" I screamed and went to the aircraft station. Some workers tried to keep me away from the landing station but I waited. When I saw the aircraft, Z-dog walked out first. She grabbed my arm and pulled me inside.

"No! Z-dog! Let me talk with Naili!" I yelled and pushed against her but she was stronger. She pushed me into my room. It was sort of my bedroom. She held the door shut and waited for me to calm down.

"Let me out! I have to apologize! Z-dog! Let me out for fuck's sake!" I yelled and hit my flat hand against her stomach. She stayed where she was and shook her head.

"Not until you calmed down." She said, I let out a scream and hit my hands against the wall. Tears were growing inside my eyes and I tried to regulate my breath but it didn't work.

"Let me out." I said again. And again, Z-dog shook her head. I sighed, sat down on my bed. She won't let me out.. I can't apologize to Naili.. She'll think I lied to her. But I didn't! I didn't lie to her..

Rubbing my hands over my face, I sighed again and held my eyes shut. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

"I'm leaving the room, and I will lock it. Quaritch will talk with you." Z-dog said, I shrugged my shoulders. Then I heard the door open and close again.

I grabbed the next best thing that was in reach of my hand and threw it against the mirror. It was a lamp. The lamp and the mirror broke.

"FUCK!" I screamed and hit my hands against the bed. Fuck fuck fuck.

No. Naili won't believe me. She'll think, I'm lying. She'll think I betrayed her. She'll think that I brought them there! But I didn't! I didn't.

I started crying and laid down. I screamed into the pillow again. Why was I so upset? Why was I so scared Naili could hate me? I've known her for maybe a week.

Nobody knew I was with her or the Sullys. Nobody knew what I did out there. Nobody can know. I put a password into my video diary, I always made sure I make the videos alone. Everytime I made them it was late at night, everyone was asleep. I always made sure they were.

How could they know? Why did they know?

And then I realized. They knew that I wasn't alone because I had not once mentioned where I was. I never asked them to save me. I never told them my location. They knew I was somewhere with someone. With a Na'vi. That's why they didn't look for me. They didn't have to because they knew I was safe.. I wasn't in danger. Not once. If I were I would've called them. I would've asked them for help.

The door opened. Quaritch walked in. He sighed and closed the door behind him. Then he looked at me as I stood up.

"You're allowed to see her soon. When both of you calmed down, number one. Number two, you lied to me. You said you won't be like your sister and you did just that." He stated. I looked down.