I'm not the kind of person
To keep a friend forever
Cause I'm not the kind of person
Who know what's for the better
I spend all my weekends alone
Cause I can't make them stay
Whenever I make new friends
I hope they won't go away
I kept a bookmark
That I got when I was ten
The friend couln't stay
But the bookmark can
Don't ask me
Who I'll keep for the rest of my life
I'm neither a good friend
Nor a good wife
I never really had someone
That I could keep close
I can't keep a candle alive
And also not a rose
I received a lot of love
But I still gave too much of it
And I didn't even notice
I was just a kid
I had hoped
The world would be less cruel when I was older
But it isn't
I am just older
I pretend to not give a fuck
About everything that's happening
About her sad face
And his missing ring
About the scars on her arms
And the knife in her hand
I tried really hard
But I can't be a good friend
I'm never the first
But always the second choice
I want to stand up
And use my voice
But that would make me a bad friend
Again
I'm just gonna do it on my own
Because I can

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Poem Collection
PoetryHere are the poems I've written and sometimes little backstories about why I wrote them. Enjoy my art :)