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Trust

Jiya P .O .V

Life is unpredictable, you never know what it gives you next moment .. Same happening with me  I don't know what is going with my life, there is no one to whom I can trust or rely . Beside Aanya i can't trust anyone she is there with me in my every steps, but sometimes I think how much I can depend on her..I just can't sit and cry over my faith and wait.. When Rajveer offered me the intership to work in his company.. Ofcourse it's a very big opportunity for me to work with all the top designers..

Rajveer somewhere is helping and taking care of me..he makes me comfortable as much as possible,i am always anxious  around him.. Addressing as my brother in law was so difficult for me.. But he said me to called him by his name Rajveer..He wanted me to trust him

But somewhere I am afraid to trust anyone,.. Anu already said,me to take this opportunity it will help me in many ways.. But she doesn't know i am not only afraid about trusting him, it's also about I don't want to involve with Rajveer, because working with him means facing him..
Whenever I am near to him , I need to hold my breathe,.his nearness makes me feel many things which i can't understand..it might be infatuation which is not at all good but, what to do...

Something was going on inside my , chest and it was not pleasant at all, might be insecurities..I don't want to be a pathetic anymore,who always cry in the corner and pretend everything will be fine one day. I wanted to end my misery..

This feeling of infatuation towards Rajveer giving me stress and anxiety..I can't discuss this with Anu also , I know I have never kept any secret with her but this is not something which I wanted to share... it's so embarassing and shameful..that I am getting attracting to my brother in law who is elder to me...Shit! What a mess..

Argh! Can I handle all this,.. Ofcourse i believe I can do this , just some patience and care fullness around him it might be that I was never near to any man or boy ..He is the first man who is treating me good and with respect...I should not make a big deal of this and except this offer .. There is this golden chance in front of me which will help me to come out of this mess.  And I need to be strong and deal with this situation..And for once I can " Trust Rajveer"

Next day on dinning table

"Good morning" Mam Savy wished me

" Good morning" Savy

As I can see breakfast was ready on the table..
"Good morning" Rajveer wished
" Good morning" I slowly said looking at him..I took a deep breath, he had wore a white shirt, black pant two top button of his shirt were open, his black jet hair was neatly combed , he was looking handsome..

Somebody clearing throat I can hear,..I looked up to see Rajveer was looking at me amusedly..

Shit! I was checking him out,he caught me, I was red with embarassment.."How stupid you can be Jiya, what he will be thinking "

How i will face him, I  was just looking down

"I think so Breakfast will get cold, we must eat" ..he said

I looked up to see,he was staring at me longingly, I again looked downed and started serving the breakfast first to him then I served myself... This has been became rituals that I serve him first and then myself..It some where give me peace and happiness when we eat together..
We had our breakfast peacefully..

I cleared my throat to get his attention,he looked at me ..

I just wanted to ask, that you offered me intership in your company from when can I join...I was very nervous fidgeting with my fingers.. There was no sound..is he there or went ..I looked at him..He gave me a big smile

"U took a good decision," If possible join me tomorrow.We have a show in next two weeks so u can observe and learn from it...

Yes ,but under whom I will be assigned..I asked hesitated ly

"Under me" he stated so simply

Ha,  my mouth was open widely I was numbed for a minute, what to work under him..No,No i will be doom if,  I will be working under him already he effect me so much, when ever he is at home and if in the company also I will be facing him it will be a great trouble for me..
"What happened, any problem" he enquired..

Ha, "I mean you can put me under designer team, that will be better." Nervously I replied

Yes, right now all designer are reporting me for the latest fashion show upcoming summer collection, so it will better you observe and can give suggestions already you are following and learning international market, so it will be great help for the team...he explained

But, "don't you think what others,will think, i am directly working under team and you ... anxiously I asked him

Jiya,"I am the C.E.O of the company, no one dares to challenge me and my decision" and you are very special to me...he  said pensively..

My heart beat rate accelerated
Thump! Thump...Oh ! My God, I will just faint now I was looking at him with out blinking. . . 

" Be ready tomorrow morning at 9 " I don't like people who are late for their work...he smirks at me and went away

And I am sitting like an idiot, "What was that"? Just breathe Jiya , just breathe take a deep breath.  .. after calming myself I came to my room..
Working under him , will be really tough for me...How will I work under him, Surely I am going to get a heart attack....

Argh! Stupid Jiya can't you control yourself you already have so much in your life and now what are you thinking and involving yourself in unnecessary things...I scolded myself..

And remember this mantra and also keep on chanting right now you need his help and he is helping you, and in society eyes he is your brother in law..
He already helping you,so you better don't drag him in your stupidity..
Keep your distance with him..
And take this opportunity to fulfill your dreams. .. I closed my eyes and sigh

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