Hearts United

It Hurts

Sanjana's POV:

I'm so irritated by his behavior. What does he even want from me? Why is he so confused? I have no idea. I came inside the bedroom and lay down silently.

After sometime I heard the door open, I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep. I felt the bed sink in. Now I can feel his breath on my face, I guess he's close enough to me.

I became slightly nervous because this man sometimes is unpredictable. My mind, body and heart all started to get cold and stiff. He moved a lock of hair from my face, as his fingers brushed my cheeks, ears and down to my lips. I shivered like hell, but tried my best not to show it.

"You're not asleep...I know"
He whispered in my ear softly.

I immediately opened my eyes to meet his dark brown orbs. The room is dim and his eyes are shining for some reason. I was shocked while he smirked biting his lower lip with evil thoughts in mind for sure.

"How did you know?" I asked  curiously.

He chuckled slightly and kept his fingers on my earing, pointing with his eyes.

"You always open these and sleep" He said with surety.

"You've noticed?" I asked shockingly again.

"I do notice certain things and especially of people whom I love" He said close to my face.

He slowly pulled me closer by my waist and rested our foreheads together. I took a deep breath in nervousness.
He kissed my forehead sweetly and I closed my eyes. Slowly my anxiety went away. I looked into his eyes and felt like he wanted to say something but was afraid.

"Want to say something?"
I asked him softly.

"Uh.. Can I...get some time... I'll give you my answer soon" He said softly.

I felt him speaking the truth so I only nonodd.

He smiled for some reason and bend closer to kiss me but I put my pointer on his lips.

He gave me wired look.

"Nothing doing till the time you accept our relationship" I said boldly.

"Have you accepted it?" He questioned me.

"I wouldn't have asked you to give us a chance if I didn't accept it!" I said back firmly.

He smiled and chuckled...
"Ugh... Right!" He said.

"But can't I just get a kiss on that note" He said leaning closer to my lips.

"Nope not at all Singhaniya"
I said strictly.

"Let's sleep" He said chuckling and closed his eyes holding me tightly but not missing to kiss my forehead.

It hurt me that I didn't get an instant answer but I'm also happy that he wants time to think. I wish it's a positive response later.

I'm actually in a different feeling and I don't want to lose this peace. So I kept everything aside and held onto him and slept off.

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Next morning:

I woke up to see him fast asleep holding onto me tightly. I slowly moved his hand and got up. I went and freshened then came out to see him still asleep. I walked close to him and shook him calling out his name.

He slowly growled in a sleepy voice but opened his eyes. This handsome sleepy face I so wish to kiss him everywhere. My mind thought wickedly.

"You can kiss me if you want"
He said yawning.

"I don't have such a horrible wish" I said faking a smile.

"Wake up and get ready, we are getting late for work" I said and went towards the dresser.

He chuckled getting up and went into the bathroom.
I hit my forehead with my hair brush. So stupid of me to let him make fun of me. He will now always do this to me. Sanjana get a grip on yourself. I told myself seriously.

While he was getting ready I went out to make breakfast. Coming into the kitchen I started preparing whatever came to mind. Half way down, he came and stood all dressed for work in his blue Armani suite looking something more than handsome.

I did not allow myself to get caught ogling at him. I awaited my eyes soon back to my work.

"What are you doing?"
He asked and stood over the counter.

"Bread, omelet and fruit juice"
I said not looking at him.

"I'm going out to meet my friend I'll be having breakfast with him and then will go to office. So you eat and leave"
He said casually.

I looked up at him shockingly.
"With whom? And for?" I asked little angry.

"Not your botheration, and even if I tell you, you won't know" He said and walked out.

Yes, I'm dumbstruck not able to collect the information or situation right now.
It hurt me more than last night.

What exactly is this man thinking? I have no idea. Im more than furious with him now. I don't know what's happening. God please help me! I mentally prayed.

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