Hearts United

His decision

Three months later:

Sanjana's POV:

I was on my way home after my shift. I need to go soon as my kids would be waiting. I leave them with a full time maid as I need to be here at work. I don't know how to manage further.

It's becoming very hard day by day. I need to look out for a better paid job soon. I need to raise two children. I wish I could run back home to my husband. But I can't. I never thought my life would change like this. I'm so fed up with everything happening already.

Walking on the footpath looking at bright evening sky. I'm deeply sad. I glanced at every human passing by, every animal, every vehicle. All were in their own lands. I am feeling like a stranger amongst all these people. Every one has a thing to be happy about. But I have nothing. It's been a year since I contacted any of my family members or friends.

Yeah but from the day my kids have come into my life everything has changed and I do get happy seeing them but not for too long. I start to feel guilty looking at them. I know they are my husband's kids but, still I feel like I cheated on him. In fact it's kind of off I did something very wrong. I made a huge mistake which can never be forgiven or forgotten.

Suddenly, I felt like someone is following me. I can see a guy dressed in full black. I can't see his face though. He has been behind me for two days now. If he thinks I'm stupid then he's wrong. I also noticed him. Let's see what he wants. I didn't react and kept walking quietly and reached home.

I even escaped from Rahul, I get very scared to meet anyone unknown. What if he has sent someone in search of me? The thought gets me very worried.

This guy, what If he tries to do something to my babies what if he is a kidnapper oh, now I'm getting a bit scared. Anyhow praying I just walked fast and entered home.

"Hi! Your home soon today"
Kat said with a small smile.

I closed the door and took a long breath. I went close to her and held her hand.

"Kat, please go home safe"
I told her little worried.

"Why what's wrong? You even look tensed" She said back in a wondering look.

"Nothing to worry much but I felt like someone is following me for the past two days" I said and sat on the sofa with a sigh.

"You're thinking too much, must be your illusion"
She said and went to take her bag from the kitchen counter.

"Hmm possibly"
I said straching my hair.

But something seemed not right. I have a wired feeling.

"Okay I'm leaving, the kids are asleep. Milk is boiled and kept in their bottles but try to feed them instead of giving bottled milk" She said standing near the half opend door.

"Yes boss!" I gave her a serious solute.

She smiled and left. I got up and went towards the bed room and pepped to see both my boys fast asleep. I smileed a little seeing their innocent faces. I'm yet to think a name for them. I came out again and went to the kitchen.

I nowdays eat alot, before and after delivery I tried my best to be fit and healthy but most of the times I end up over eating.
I sighned and took out the pan and kept it on the stove. I went towards the fridge and opened it to take out the instant noodles packet. I again felt like someone is watching over me.

I slowly truned and looked around the house. I stay in a very small rooftoop flat. It's just one room, kitchen bathroom and a tiny hall.

This weird feeling is not good. Then my eyes fell on the jar door. I kept the noodle packet on the slab and went to lock the door.