Destined-To-Be

Trying To Understand

Chase's Pov

The doctor left, Elena was now in my room she was laying on the bed, I think she is sleeping. I see Kole, he was about to knock, I swear to God if he wakes her up I'll fucking kill him with my own two hands. "Kole if you make a noise, I will kill you", I whispered to him walking out of the room. "Chase, you really push her to the edge. Can't you see you she likes you and it's obvious that that you like her but you can't believe it because for once you thinking with your heart and not with your dick". I was stunned by what Kole just told me and for once he actually made sense but he sounded disappointed.

Maybe Kole understands Elena better because when I am not around they always together, they have a weird brother, sister bond. Which annoys me so.much, I was never the jealous type, I never thought of myself to be possessive over someone else, especially if they are not related to me in anyway. I went back to the room to see Elena talking to Kole, they both were smiling until they saw me walking in. "Kole, leave I want to talk to Elena", I told him in a stern voice. He looked over to Elena, she gave him a sad smile and nodded her head, he got up and left.

I walked over to her, noticing her eyes they were puffy, before her whole act she did run of into the bathroom, I knew she was crying but I never know she would take it so far and try to kill herself. Elena was sitting up in the bed, I went to sit leg side. She moved herself distancing us with a blanket. "Elena, I am sorry", I never told anyone sorry before but for her I had to put my pride a side. "I didn't mean to hurt you or feelings like that but you need to understand everything I do there is always a reason, so I know I hurt you when I told you what ever I told you. You need to try and understand me, Tesoro even though it seems like I don't understand myself, fuck in fact every time, the way you make me feel is all new. I tired shutting you out, I couldn't you not the same Tesoro. You so different from the others, it frightens me sometimes because people like me don't deserve love, let alone love I don't deserve you". The unexpected happened Elena pulled my face closer to hers and she kissed me, at this moment I realized I am never letting her go.