51 || Panic

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Adeline

A month passed by, and I finally started trying my best to get my life together, I made a friend called Paris, probably the nicest person I've met so far, she has long blonde hair and freckles around her body

Blue icy clear eyes, the complete opposite of me, while she wears light colors I wear my black sexy outfits, she's been helping me with my photography so far I've been doing great

I still think about my past and the harder I try to forget the more painful it gets, Paris has noticed my gloomy mood and has done things to get my mind off it, for example, clubbing

She would be the one to get drunk while I'll have a glass of water, "Theres this really cute guy who seems interested in you" She says showing off an attractive 6'1 dark skinned guy on her phone, "I'm not looking for anything romantic at the moment" I fake a laugh and glance back at 

The Avengers playing, "Oh come on he's tall looks like he'll be your type, and look at those hazel eyes-" Before Paris could finish her sentence we overhear my doorbell ring

"Pizzas here!" She cheered instantly sitting up and pacing across the room to the front door, Paris reminds me of mama, her love for pizza and hate for swimming, I overhear her tip the pizza delivery guy and shut the door

she walks up to the couch and places the pizza box on the coffee table, she hands me a piece and grabs another for herself while leaning back on the couch

It's weird how close Paris and I have gotten,  She makes me feel very comfortable around her and I easily trusted her, maybe because she's my first non-killer friend?

Before I could take a bite of the pizza the smell of cheese flew through my nose, and the taste of copper filled my mouth before I could eat it

"Fuck!" I shouted dropping the pizza on the box and running toward the bathroom across the hall, I slam the door open and pull my hair back to throw up, "Oh my god you okay?" Paris asked rubbing my back as I flushed the toilet

"yeah, just the cheese made me a little nauseous" I rinse my mouth with water before facing Paris, "Oh don't tell me! They probably placed expired cheese got I took a big bite too!"  she panicked while I gigged.

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The next morning I had a client waiting for their photoshoot, changed into something more professional than usual, and did my hair and makeup

Addies Outfit

I got my bag ready and arrived at the studio, I walk inside the studio and set everything down patiently waiting for my clients

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I got my bag ready and arrived at the studio, I walk inside the studio and set everything down patiently waiting for my clients

After a few minutes, I overhear the front entrance door open, I glance up to see a guy walk in, "Caleb?" I ask arching a brow up, "Yes that's me" He slightly smiled

"I thought it was a couple" I suspiciously smile sitting up from my chair, "I just came by to cancel my shoot, my fiancé and I broke up" "Oh..." well this is awkward

"I'm sorry" I gulp awkwardly as he tugged his hands into his pockets, thinning his lips, "Yeah I loved her but...We both wanted different things," Getting major deja vu

I nodded and glared into his eyes, not realizing he was probably creeped out by a random woman just staring at him, "I know how it feels, I broke it off with my fiancé" His eye lift up and his facial expression softened

"Wow why that?" he asked curiously, then chuckled "Sorry this must be weird telling a stranger-" "I love him but I wanted something completely different than he did, and I ran, ran away from him and started a new life" I dozed off without realizing

Before I could mutter something I would regret I stopped myself from talking, shit that was way too much "Wow" he folded his arms across his chest, I wanted to say much more than that but I'll be the one to freak him out

I think I need a therapist. "Yeah anyways I'll cancel your shoot" I clasped my hands and walked behind the counter toward the computer, "Right thanks, and um hope you work it out with your ex" I slightly smile and thank him, I didn't budge getting into that emotional shit but I obviously did

I cancel his shoot and wait for the rest of my clients to show up.

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I was walking down the hall to my apartment when I checked my phone, I've been getting more nauseous lately and have been feeling different symptoms

Which is odd because I don't get symptoms when I have my cycle, I dug into my bag looking for my apartment keys when I froze,

"Cycle begins in 31 days?" I frowned in confusion, I then quickly scroll through my previous cycle, my eyes filled with fear when I realize I missed my cycle, No this can't be right?

Then out of panic and fucking curiosity I searched "Pregnancy Symptoms"

* Missed Period
* Fatigue
* Nausea
* Food Aversions
* Moodiness

No, No, No, No

I haven't had sex since...with Nico, My heartbeat increased and I felt like fainting, my keys dropped to the ground and so did my phone, I could breathe it felt like the world had been crumbling down to my feet

I'm probably sick. Food poisoning or something, and I just really miss him-miss everyone that's why I've been depressed lately, yeah that makes sense right?

But we didn't use protection, We both had orgasms...no

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