Set in Stone, forged in flesh (Billdip) (willdip)

12

Waking up I sniffed, my body feeling exhausted as I leaned onto the pillow more. I tried to remember how I got here till I felt someone cuddle closer to my chest. I looked down and saw Leo, asleep with tear staines still on his face. Frowning I thought on yesterday. Oh yeah, I almost died. I yawned before choking halfway through the breath I sat up, waking leo who yelped as they where dragged up as well.
I almost died.
I almost abandoned Leo.
I almost got us all killed.
I heard my heartbeat in my ears and looked at my shaking hands, my whole body shivering as I tried to gain my bearings. I heard Leo trying to get my attention but it sounded like someone screaming in water. My breathing picked up as I sobbed.
I almost died. I almost died to my fucking hero. Ford almost killed me and all he cared about was the fact a cipher was the one saving my life.
He just accepted I was going to die. Stan and mable did nothing, sure mable screamed in horror but who would at the sight of a hole is someone's stomach.
Could I even trust them anymore?
If I couldn't trust them who could I trust?
Can I trust Bill and will?
Can I trust Susan?
Soos, Wendy, pacifica, killian, who could I trust?
I felt hand on my face I looked at the crying face of Leo as they tried to get me out of my panic attack. Leo. I can trust Leo. Aponi. I can trust Aponi. May feather. Summer staine. Flower fell. Clarence. The scampfires. The fairy Grove. Multibear. The manotaurs. The little green men. Carl. Blenden blendin in a way. I heard the door open and froze, my breath became more shallow as I shoved leo behind me. I turnt to see... Killian.
"dipper-"
I started to lose more breath and before anything else could happen I blacked out.

Bill and will bearly made it through the door, they weren't hurt other than a few scrapes and bruises. The pines however... As scream forced them through the doorway as they ran up the stairs and to killian's room. As they reached it they saw dipper passed out, still in his cervitaur form, Leo a broken down mess next to their brother with killian's comforting the young one.
"I-I didn't know what to do... He p-panicked and passed out..."
Bill felt deeply uncomfortable, having never seen their brother look so lost before, the earlier rage at the pines having disappeared as he rushed with will to dippers side. Killian looked at Leo and sighed, thinking of an idea and putting his hand in front of him and Leo.
"lets make a deal, okay? I'll get rid of today's memories and make it so you won't remember them till you're 16th birthday. You'll still remember running and who you were running from but you won't remember the full reason why, okay?"
Leo thought about it and sniffles nodding.
" o-okay... Can you put me to sleep though?"
They muttered, Killian nodded his head and shook the small hand, knocking them out before locking away the memories. Will and Bill had taken their bonded out of the room and Killian sighed, laying on his bed rubbing his eyes. Clicking his fingers he saw a screen appear and looked at it, seeing the person he dearly missed through it. He was currently in a necklace he'd given them and smiled as they placed it on again, their day having just started, pulling on a red jacket with a blue snake on the back wrapped around a yellow pine tree.
"I'll be with you soon, autumn tree."
He seemed to hear kill as he picked up the necklace and placed a kiss on it.
"ill make sure I see you again. In this life or the next."
Autumn tree muttered, attaching a ring with a red diamond in the shape of a triangle to his necklace, making kill smile shutting the portal. Sighing he placed hiss arm over his eyes and felt a tear roll down his cheek.
'not long now, Tyrone. Not long now.'
He thought, feeling a smile adorne his face as he thought on his platonic husband. Turning over to see his blue brother in the doorway.
"y-your bonded i-is waiting f-for you... O-only a f-few more d-days."
He said, walking and hugging the older, who hugged him tightly.
"I know, will, I know." taking a deep breath he spoke again. "will you and Bill be alright here?"
"o-of c-course, we'll miss u-you but w-with p-pinetree."
He says, looking to the wall. The older only chuckled.
"in a way we should be thankful they tried to trap you. You found your bonded and can't be summoned back to them."
Will only smiled, standing.
"w-we will s-speak s-soon. Take c-care."
He said, grabbing Leo and placing them in the guest room across from kills room.