Katsuki woke up in someone's arms, he noticed it was izuku, katsuki started to feel on izukus fit arms tracing the shapes on his bicep muscles in silence, his eyes were burning but he didn't mind,'Sometimes I wish I would've let you jumped off that damn roof!!!',repeated in katsukis mind
His eyes teared up as thoughts swarmed his mind, he gripped onto izukus shirt then started to cry quietly trying not to wake izuku, he sniffled then nuzzled his nose into izukus chest smelling the scent of his cologne
Katsuki heard izuku grunt meaning he was waking up, izuku started to pet katsukis head hearing him sniffle,"Look at me",izuku mumbled
Katsuki pulled his face away from izukus chest then made eye contact with him,"What's wrong?",izuku placed his hand on katsukis cheek then caressed his cheek with his thumb
"I just..I don't know! Maybe I should've just jumped I–",katsuki was cut off,"Listen to me..just calm down okay? I'm so proud of you..your still here and I'm so amazed how much progress you made okay?",izuku gave katsuki a warming smile
Katsuki couldn't help but smile because of izukus smile,"Here look..I'll give you a kiss just stop crying okay?",izuku explained, katsuki nodded then izuku slowly pressed his soft lips against katsukis lips, katsuki broke the kiss after a moment then izuku wiped the tears from katsukis eyes with his thumb
Izuku pecked katsukis nose, katsuki giggled then izuku chuckled and started to kiss all over his face, katsuki yelped then started to laugh as izuku rolled on top of him continuing to kiss all over his face
"Okay okay!",katsuki shouted trying to get izuku off,"Whattt? You don't like my kisses?",izuku smirked,"Your trying to suck my face off!",katsuki rolled his eyes playfully, izuku let out a breathy laugh then rolled off of katsuki
Katsuki sighed happily then focused on izukus face, the shapes, the colors, the shades, the flaws..it was just like the first time he saw him,"Your staring pretty hard, do I inspire you?",izuku smirked
Katsuki shoved izukus face away chuckling,"I gotta go piss..I'll be back",izuku got up from the bed then left the room, as soon as izuku left katsuki started to feel worse, he sat up then stared at the wall
Katsuki frowned then listened to the voices insulting him in his head zoning out,'You should jumped you bastard, no one wants you here'
'Izuku wants me here though..'
'Hes just using you for sex so he could get over his beautiful,intelligent smart GIRLFRIEND!'
'I don't care, at least I know he wants me for something'
'He fucks you for his pleasure, he doesn't care about you.. he'll run to his girlfriend sooner or later just wait'
'Stop it..'
'You are nothing to him'
'Yes I am!'
'He doesn't CARE about you, don't you get it?'
'Leave me alone please..'
'Ill leave you alone once you kill yourself because no one even cares about you, not even sero, he wants you dead'
'No, he didn't meant anything, people care about me'
"Katsuki!!!",izuku shouted, katsuki snapped out of it feeling izuku shaking him, katsuki stared at izukus face that had a worried look,"I–..you care about me, right?",katsuki asked
"What?– of course I do!",izuku frowned
'Hes lying to you..he wants you DEAD!'
"You don't want me dead right..?",katsuki asked with a raspy voice as tears fell from his eyes,"I don't want you dead at all..",izuku moved his face closer to katsukis
"What are you thinking, hm?",izuku asked,"I–i–...",katsuki took a moment to breathe,"Calm down first",izuku said in a soft tone
Katsuki nodded then started to inhale then exhale repeatedly,"Im..just overthinking and there's just– I don't wanna sound crazy or anything but there's voices in my head telling me things...",katsuki explained
Izuku nodded understanding, izuku moved katsukis hair out his face then placed his hand on katsukis cheek,"You don't sound crazy at all..I get it, sometimes people do have things telling them horrible things but..if other people get it then it means its not true",izuku explained with a warm expression
Katsuki cracked a smile then sniffled, izuku pulled katsuki into a hug, katsuki wrapped his arms around izuku tightly, he sighed in relief feeling the warmness of izukus fit body
"I'm right here..and im not gonna leave your side",izuku mumbled in katsukis ear
( VERY SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING YESTERDAY I JS LOST MOTIVATION ND A LOT HAS BEEN GOING ON SO THIS IS SHORT. )
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Our Secret
Fanfiction[ DISCONTINUED ] Izuku and katsuki meet through a friend, they became friends but what if just a little thing changed it? What if they had a secret no one should know? After every single problem they went through..what will they be? Dekukatsu ‼️⚠️SM...
