✧A Love So Wrong✧ •Jikook•(Slow Updates)

Thirty One

"Are you sure you want to go home today?" Yoongi asks Jimin, his concern evident on his face.

"I'm sure hyung." Jimin assures with a smile even though his face was puffy because of all the crying. "I need to do this today."

Yoongi takes a deep breath and pulls Jimin in for a hug. "This will pass Jimin. You can get through this."

Jimin nods and hugs back Yoongi even tighter. He needed this. He needed his best friend's support and advice. Now, he just needs to follow them one by one and the first step is talking to Eunwoo.

"Call me if you need me. I will always be here for you." Yoongi says with a smile.

"I will hyung." Jimin says. "Good night." He closes the door after him and goes to the uber that he called five minutes ago.

He has to do this today. He needs to let go of Eunwoo. His boyfriend is no doubt the most amazing partner anyone could ever have and Jimin won't lie, he's the luckiest person that Eunwoo loves him and Jimin always thought that he'll love this perfect man in the way he deserves.

But after meeting Jungkook, after realising what love really feels like, how he can only think about Jungkook in the most mundane way and still his heartbeat fastens, he knows that he doesn't deserve Eunwoo.

Eunwoo should be with a person who will be willing to die for him but more than that, he deserves someone who will live for his smiles and his kindness, who will cry at the thought of Eunwoo being a tiniest bit hurt and who will kill for him if anyone ever threatens his happiness. Eunwoo deserves a person who will love him with their whole heart and Jimin is not that person.

Jimin can never be the person who will love Eunwoo with his whole heart because every moment that Jimin had spent with Jungkook in the last six months has taken away his heart bit by bit and gifted itself to Jungkook.

Biologically his body has a heart that keeps him alive, that proves he's still alive, but if anyone understands even a bit of what love is they can also understand that Jimin is empty now in his chest. His heart is with Jungkook now and his body is yearning for Jungkook's heart to survive.

He knows he'll never get that. Jungkook's heart belongs to someone else and Jimin knows that, and it doesn't matter if Jimin dies one day of emptiness, he'll never be the person to break someone's home to build his own life.

He'll live empty but he'll never destroy Nancy's home. He refuses to be that person ever.

By the time the cab reach the location, Jimin has given himself the pep talk million times but still doesn't feel ready to face Eunwoo. How can he when he knows his confession is gonna break Eunwoo's heart? He will never be ready for it but he decides to do it anyone. The sooner he confesses his feelings, the better it will be for Eunwoo in long term.

He's standing in front of his apartment taking deep breaths to calm his nerves before ringing the doorbell. It takes around thirty second for the door to open and a smiley Eunwoo greeting Jimin with a hug.

"Hi baby. I was waiting for you." Eunwoo says and Jimin hugs him back. He pulls him into his arms tightly squeezing Eunwoo to pass on some of his strength to him so that he doesn't break down like Jimin has been imagining all his ride back home.

"Uh-oh. What happened?" Eunwoo asks returning the hug just as tightly. Look at him already knowing that something has happened to Jimin. Jimin will never forgive himself for this.

"Nothing, I was just thinking about you all day." Jimin replies with a smile and Eunwoo kiss him on his forehead.

"Well, I'm always here for you and since I knew that you were going to Yoongi hyung's place today I prepared a little date night for us. Guess what it is?" Eunwoo asks excited and Jimin just couldn't manage to hold his tears anymore.