✧A Love So Wrong✧ •Jikook•(Slow Updates)

Forty Two

When Jimin had decided on a whim to go wherever the first flight would take him, he had never thought that landing in Japan and making a home away from home would be possible.

But here he is, with two strangers who are no more strangers but like a family to him. A broken one, but a family nonetheless.

Kenji and Izumi has been quite literally a pillar that has kept the world coming down on him and him having a breakdown every single day.

He misses Yoongi, he misses his life at home, he misses being a fashion designer but this life he is living right now is peaceful. He likes staying in Japan now.

"Jimin-san, do you want to eat sushi tonight?" Izumi asks from the other side of the desk they were sitting on.

They came back from Okutama and are deciding on their new visit on a list of places that is well known for ayurvedic herbs and trees in Japan.

Jimin is not a pro by any means but the internet is a good source and working in a field where his knowledge is almost zero gives him a chance to get lost in the world of research and lose himself and his misery.

It works like a charm honestly.

"Are you craving sushi again, zumi?" Jimin asks mischievously. "We had sushi in the morning!"

Izumi tsks at him and hushes him to speak slowly and Jimin chuckles. Kenji doesn't really like sushi because raw fish makes him squimish and Izumi on the other hand is a sushi lover to the core. So having any meal with both of them together is nothing but pure chaos.

Jimin relishes in the chaos of his friends. It silents the echo of his times with Jungkook when they both loved going to restaurants and try new things only to find they both have exact same taste.

Jungkook.

It's been almost four months.

Jimin wonders if Jungkook misses him.

He wonders if he is still a part of Jungkook's thoughts once in a while.

Or maybe he's not.

Maybe Jungkook has realised how silly he was being to even give Jimin the time of his day and is thankful that he went away.

Maybe he's realised that those flicking moments in the office that day where he had tried to kiss Jimin was the biggest mistake he would've made.

And yes, Jimin had not let him do it, but sometimes the evil part of him thinks,  what if he had not stopped Jungkook?

Jimin had wanted Jungkook to kiss him. To devour him and leave nothing that didn't belong to Jungkook.

Sometimes he lets him think that for a fleeting moment, and he imagines how Jungkook's mouth would've tasted.

Like strawberries he's sure. Jungkook smells like that, he must have tasted that way too.

He sometimes smelled like cigarettes too when he was stressed or overworked and though Jimin hates cigarette, maybe if Jungkook would've kissed him, he wouldn't have minded that taste.

Then Jimin comes to his senses. And just like that, those fleeting moments of selfishness goes away and Jimin thanks the heaven for not letting that happen in that office. He is not a home breaker and kissing a married man would've scarred his soul for eternity. He couldn't have lived with that scar, that burden of breaking a home, a marriage.

Marriage.

Nancy.

Are they happy together now?

Jimin is sure, Jungkook must have realised his stupid infatuation and is grateful to not have Jimin near him, in his life.