Teachers Assistant| b.e

Scared

Billie's POV:

"It's okay, it'll all be okay angel." I said holding her tight. "It's not okay, im scared." She mumbled. "Scared of what?" I asked her lifting up her chin as we both made eye contact.

"Of what i'm capable of doing." She whispered. "It's the voices." She said. I didn't know what to say or do so I just held her.

"Baby you ready to go?" Alice said entering the room. "What the fuck are you doing with my girlfriend?!" Alice said. "What'd you do to make her cry?!" She said.

"I didn't do shit, give us a moment." I said. "No, y/n come over here," She said. Y/n stayed hugging me. "Did you hear what I said or are you acting stupid?!" Alice said.

Y/n hesitated but left my arms. "She needs help." I said. "She has me, she'll be perfectly fine." Alice said. "Get your shit and we're leaving." Alice told Y/n. "You don't understand, she needs help." I said.

"I already told you she has me. Look i'm her girlfriend now, i'll take care of her." She said. I looked over at Y/n, she was scared.

"She'll be fine." Alice said. "Billie just leave please." Y/n mumbled. "Are you sure?" I asked. She nodded, "I'll be fine." She said. "You heard her, now leave." Alice said.

I grabbed my stuff and left, I said I wasn't going to form any type of relationship but if I wanna help her from avoiding hurting herself then I must atleast try and start talking to her more often.

It'll be easier, it seems like she genuinely wants to be helped. It's easy to forget what a person has gone through when they've done a terrible thing.

I drove to Savanna's home silently.

After a 27 minute drive I parked my car. I grabbed the key that Savanna had given me the same day I moved in.

I opened the door and seen Savanna cooking.

"Hey Bil, how'd your day go?" Savanna asked.

One thing about Savanna is she genuinely cares, not like sone people who ask and then it feels like you're boring them when you explain. Savanna actually listens.

"Like any other day but there was something I seen." I said sitting down. "What'd you see?" She asked.

I paused for a moment questioning myself if I should tell her. It's something really personal but Savanna would understand and maybe help me help Y/n.

"Promise you won't tell no one?" I asked. "You know me, I wouldn't tell a living soul." She said. "I seen her scars." I mumbled.

She froze as she slowly looked at me with a frown. "I held her in my arms and she was just crying, I hated seeing her like that. It felt like I couldn't do anything, I didn't know what to say or how to help her at that moment. I feel like I let her down." I said.

"Billie you didn't let her down, it's normal to have a late reaction to certain things. Did she say anything?" She asked. "She said she was scared and something about some voices." I said.

"That poor girl." Savanna said. "What do I do?" I asked. "Well first you need to find out why she's doing it. And from there it'll all come to you. But the only way it'll work if both of you guys cooperate." She said.

Kehlani came through the door, "I got the things you wanted." She said. "Just in time!" Savanna said. "Where have you been?" I asked. "I was just having a little me day, just to get some things off my mind." She said.

"Kiki!" Savanna yells. "Dinners almost ready!" She yelled. "Who's Kiki?" Kehlani and I said in sync. "My older sister, I told you she was coming." She smiled.