Baby Mendes (S~M) <Completed>

Chap. 14

I'm so tired! Last night i barely got any sleep. I couldn't stop thinking about Shawn.

I mean, this happens every once in a while. Before I saw shawn today, I would always think about how life would be if he stayed. If I didn't break up with him, if I just didn't make the stupid decision my life would probably be easier.

Have shawn around, playing with Ella. I wouldn't have to worry about her every single moment. When I'm cooking dinner I have to make Ella stand right Next to me. Cause I can't think about her while I'm cooking dinner. If she runs away I have to chase after her while the food starts to burn. Then I have to order friking pizza or something.

I know what you're thinking 'pizza is amazing!' Well,pizza is amazing. But you get tired of it when you have it ever other night cause your child keeps running away from you. I love Ella Kate to the moon and back, but she needs to be taped down to a chair or something.

When I got down stairs, I saw the mess of toys every where. Looks like Ella got up before me. I followed the trail of barbies and Legos down the hallway. Finally I was met with the door of the play room. Once I was in, I saw Ella Kate sitting on the floor either barbies.

"I see you're already awake!" I said as I kiss her forehead.

"Yes I am awake. And I'm very hungry!" She says followed with a monkey face. When she makes the monkey face, she poofs out her cheeks. She says it means she is hungry. But I just think a monkey is her spirit animal.

"What would you like to eat?" I ask.
She makes her thinking face, she has a lot of facial expressions.

"Can I have bacon and eggs please?" She answers, making a puppy dog face. Like I said, lot of facial expressions.

"Of course!" I say as I pick her up and walk towards the kitchen. I set her on the couch and turn on the tv. "Do not get up unless you're coming to me, or going to the bathroom!"

Once I was done making her breakfast, she Acted like she hasn't eaten in years.

"Mommy, can we see daddy again to day?" Ella asked as she finished up her food. "Ummm... well I don't know. How about we go to the park or some thing?"

"Ok, maybe daddy can meet us there!" She suggested. I guess I could text shawn. It wouldn't hurt...

Gracie: can you meet me and Ella Kate at the park by the Starbucks we went to yesterday?

Shawn: ya, what time?

Gracie: how about... 1:00?

Shawn: sounds good! Just I'm going to be wearing sunglasses and a hoody.

Gracie: why?

Shawn: so fans won't recognize me.

Gracie: I don't think sunglasses and a hoody are gonna do much, but what ever...

Shawn: better safe then sorry 😂😂 see Ya at 1, bye.

Gracie: bye! 😂

Ok, it's 11:30 right now. Me and Ella need to get ready!

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Oh thanks caseynicole121 for showing me how to make the words slanted or what ever. The italics! Ya that. Thanks boo!