My Perfect Sight

The bridge

Reginas POV

Paglabas ni Narda sa Kwarto... hindi na ako lumabas .

Dahil Im crying, I'm crying like a wild river.

I miss her so much.. when she kiss me and lay me in bed... I cried instantly...

I miss her lips... I miss her touch.. I miss her so bad..

I look at the clock in Narda's Room ..

2am...

I inhale before ako lumabas to check her...

It's dark sa sala... and Hindi ko siya makita..

Kinabahan ako ng marinig ko na sumisigaw ito ng mahihina...

I can hear her say.. "I.. I ..C-cant... d-die... hIndi.. H-hindi pwede..."

I run sa sofa kung nasaan ko naririnig ang boses..

I open the lamp na nasa mesa lang nag sala..

And when i open it..

My heart breakss...

Narda is covered in sweat.. and she is shivering...

I hug her and cry....

I keep on telling her.. that I am here now.. I'm here...

She open her eyes... and I can see fear ...

I cried so hard when I saw that eyes...

I did not know... She had all this trauma ...

I hold her face... and I want to kiss her...

To make her feel safe... pero baka mas lalo siyang mahirapan..

So I hug her .. She hug me back but still her body is shaking a little..

We hug for a couple of minutes..

yung pagkaramdam ko na kumalma na katawan niya

I stop hugging her and I hold her face para makita siya..

She is already asleep again....

I'm sorry hon... Akala ko you give up easily...

At hindi lumaban para mabuhay...

But now I can see.. How you struggle to live..

And Death cause you trauma this much..

Hinayaan ko siyang matulog sa sofa.. pero hindi na ako umalis sa tabi niya..

lumipat lang ako sa katabi na upuan.

Inaantok pa ako pero pinipigilan ko ang antok ko..

Dahil sa antok ko nahulog ko ang remote ng TV..

Na biglang ikinagulat ni narda.. Umupo ako sa Tabi niya agad..

To assure her .. everything is fine..

Natulog naman si Narda ulit.....

I look at her body... 

Tears started to fall again ...

Pumayat si narda ng sobra ... I touch her face..

Thank you Narda... Thank you SUN for fighting..

For fighting to live for us ...

For me...

Nang makita ko na mag uumaga na...

I look at narda sleeping... and smile...

Pumunta agad ako sa kitchen...