☆ I need the ring ☆

28 - eruption day

Authors note:

Sorry I haven't updated in a month, I just had SM to do

I got in to my school! Not the major I wanted but I can deal with Italy (I wanted culture)

Also its 2am atm and some parts of this have been written like a few weeks ago so... take it as you will🤗

Oh and one more excuse for not posting is my mental health and physical health (I was legit sick for 2 weeks huh) yippie, so fun

Anyways, life has been crazy and it's about to get crazier since I have mock exams next week and next month I dont have school anymore but special exam lesson thingys

oeh yeah, sorry for the rant just sm has happaned and will happen CHDPXHD

ANYWAYS have a nice read and a nice day (yes I am still thinking abt the Kyoya fic too dont worry yall)

Holy shit I forgot to say thanks for 400 READS??? DAYUM

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One day before the eruption and the day, when the trip begins! Aiyura and the perv are coming as well, just later in the night.

The trip had begun and you were excited as ever. You always wanted to go on a trip with friends. Saiki was worried, but you made sure to keep him as calm as possible. It is odd how fast you can detect what he is feeling.

The sightseeing was a bit unexpected, since you didn't go to the popular tourist spots, but at least it was fun. You kind of zoned out, your mind going crazy over thr plan.

Everyone was ready to go to the hotel, but there was one problem. You guys forgot to make a reservation!

Just to your luck (and misfortune) Saiko showed up. After some bickering he surprisingly agreed to lend everyone his rooms. It was a nice gesture from him.

The whole day you and Kusuo just talked about generic topics and your thoughts about the trip so far. At the end of the day you were tired, so you just jumped on the bed with happiness that the day was finally over.

In reality, you had been feeling more and more. Without your rings, your powers have been growing and harder to control.

I am fine I am fine just go to sleep

Your mind is still racing, your body is tired but your mind is not.

Finally, you manage to fall asleep, the comfortable bed and pillows hugging the tired you.

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Eruption day.

Yes, Kusuo did tell me not to come, but I refuse to not help. If I am gifted with this power, then I better use it. It's not like I'll be able to do anything else with my gift. I have to help. I must.

You four start walking near the volcano. You knew it'll be very unhealthy for you to participate so you kissed worried Kusuo on the cheek

"Don't worry, I have the same powers as you, I'll be fine"

"You haven't lived with them as long as I have, your body isn't used to this. I still don't want you to do this, please."

"If I don't help you and this plan fails, I'll never forgive myself, bubblegum"

His hands rest on your hips as yours on his shoulder. You give a small peck and everyone gets in their places.

Your adrenaline is slowly growing, this will be an interesting experience. You three and Saiki's clones wait for his command. You look at the sky, wishing it was night so the stars could calm you down. But you knew even if you couldn't see them, they're still there, just like friends at times.

Kusuos had given his command, still telling you to not do this

"Stop being overprotective Kusuo, I'm not a baby"

"I am allowed to feel worried."

"Well, it's sweet that you care so much for me dear"

"... just get to work"

"Flustered? Sir?" you smirk while looking at the clones already starting their work.

"Shut up"

"I love you too, Kusuo"

Your smirk fades off your face as you sigh and slowly take out your antenna, the quiet bubblegum spoke again

"I love you too"

Your heart warmed up at that and you couldn't help but smile at these words. Trying to be in the topic, you stop smiling and start slowly powering the pit. You had to start slowly and then get more intense.

Every clone besides you is already tired but kept going, you weren't tired yet, but we're slowly getting to that.

You start sweating, slowly feeling like your airways are closing in and eyes flashing black. You felt like vomiting and passing out. You have never felt this shitty. Your head was spinning and your head was hurting

You started breathing heavier and heavier, trying to keep calm. You saw your dear, Kusuo come by you. He gave you a smile and you tried to small back, unable to.

Your mind was racing, trying to keep thoughts away from the way you felt. You were thinking of everyone you knew.

What if I fail? What if Masa was right, maybe I am a monster. No! I have to show everyone. I have to show them that I am not a monster. I don't need help, I am fine! My whole life I have thought that being an esper is a curse but NO.

I, Hana Sato, am an esper and I am fucking proud of it and I will not fail. I will never give up on this just because I have been called a monster, he is just a kid. A kid who I cared a lot about, a kid that teached me the beauty of life. And even if I did take his beauty away, I don't have to kill myself slowly just because I made a mistake!

A tear falls from your face.

I made a mistake.

What if I do it again?

No, no I mustn't, I can not do this to Kusuo. I love him. He brings out a part of me that makes me want to love again. Makes me unafraid. I can't let him down since,

Your lips curl up to a smile, a small chuckle escaping your lips.

He is my shining star that I try to find every night in the sky, without even knowing he is besides me.

And who cares if this sounds so cheesy. I have always liked the stars, but he made me love them.

You collapsed.

You were tired,

you have been for a long time.

-

Kusuo hadn't left his room in two weeks after the mission was completed. He couldn't bring himself up. He felt like shit.

How could I let her down like this? Why didn't I just leave her home, teleport her away, I had every power to do so. Why? Why didn't she stay away? She knew it was unhealthy.

He felt like he betrayed you. He was disappointed that he couldn't help you. His mind was tormenting him for days. Everyone was worried about him and you.

Nobody had ever seen him like this and if you were awake, you wouldn't even know what to do.

You had collapsed while overworking yourself and you had to be rushed to a hospital, thankfully, his and your older brother worked together, to make sure you'll be fine.

You're alive, don't worry.

Just in a coma.