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Chapter 64

TW//Mention of suicide!

So, this is what people call deja vu.

Never in my life, not even for a second, did I imagine I would say those words one day. I was afraid to feel after everything I've lived.

The truth is, I never "died" because of overuse of my quirk back then. Well, half true. My body, indeed, doesn't endure the heat of my fire, causing all these burns I have now. Hina thinks I was asleep and never heard her but the day I died, she was sitting next to me, saying she was going to kill herself.

I know damn well what all of us went through in that hell but personally I never thought of going that far. Maybe it's because I was so obsessed with becoming strong and getting noticed by my father. That man kept living his life as if he hadn't locked his own son into a prison. As if I wasn't dead and everything was perfectly fine.

The real reason my quirk went crazy was because of all the emotional abuse I went through with him and the physical abuse the commission did. The cherry on top would be Hina dying. I was about to talk to her right after she confessed to me as a goodbye but Keigo entered and said they wanted me to the training room.

I was such an idiot. I obeyed like a good little puppy and didn't talk to Hina that day, knowing that when I would go back, I might find her dead. The test had not even started and I was already burning hot as I kept thinking about it. As I kept regretting not staying by her side and talking her out of it.

The last real tears I shed were that day. Right before they became deadly flames that consumed me second by second, until there was nothing left but ashes. Somehow I lived but I woke up after a three year coma. It's still a mystery how I'm still alive.

I went back home hoping my family would be happy to know I'm alive but when I saw them being completely fine I went insane. Not only that but I was also replaced with another child. My little brother, Shoto.

They had all forgotten about me and so there was no point going back home. I returned to the commission though Hina, Keigo and Y/n had apparently escaped. I was happy to know that, yet had my doubts that it might be a lie. I thought Hina might've been dead.

Emotions almost took my life. So, I never let them appear to anyone. Anyone but her. Somehow, even when I think I don't show an ounce of sentiment, she still sees through me. I have zero idea how she does that.

She did the same thing she did that bloody day.

"I need to tell you something before I go." She kissed my cheek and said, "I love you, Touya." And walked away.

Intense deja vu.

It's the first time I've controlled my fire and that's probably because I don't have time to scream and panic, which would most likely cause arson to half of the city and I'm not risking even the smallest fraction of her skin to get burned because of me.

What do I do now? I can't take her to the hospital like I'm not a wanted criminal. If only her sister was awake, she could take her faster than I can. All Might is conscious but can't move too much and soon the police will be here, I can't stay long but I can't just leave her here either.

What the fuck do I do?

"Ugh..." That was the sound of hope for me. Her sister woke up. "My head...Hina?"

"Take her to the hospital, she might still make it." I hand her to her sister and leave the area.

I leave All for One there not giving a fuck on what is going to happen to him. I never cared anyway; the League is just a stepping stone to my plan against my father.