Chapter 1

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*RACHELS POV*

*recap*

"Oh my god, it's you."

I pull him into a hug, while I got his hoodie all wet with tears.

There stood, his tanned arms, spiked up hair, plump lips, and chocolate brown eyes I fell so madly in love with.

The boy that left my life 2 years ago.

His name was Cameron. Cameron Dallas.

*end of recap*

Back to Rachel seeing Cameron on the bench•

I let go of the hug and wipe my tears.

"W-Why didn't you come back? Was I not good enough?" I say, choking on my own words.

"Of course you were worth it, Rachel. I just didn't know if you still loved me.." Cameron says.

"I've always loved you. How long have you been back?" I ask.

"A year." He says, looking down.

"Why come back now!? Cameron! Dam*it! I was hurt for a year!" I say, sitting down and crying. "I would still think you would come back... You never did.."

He sits down beside me and wraps me in a warm hug.

"I'm so sorry, Rachel.." He says. "It's all gonna be okay..."

"Are you sure about that!? You left me." I say, snapping.

"I had a reason to and you know that Rachel." Cameron says.

I pull back from the hug.

"Gosh dang it, I know. Y-You could of called." I say.

"I didn't have the balls. I thought you met someone else." He says.

"Yeah well, you thought wrong." I say.

"W-What you didn't find anyone?" He asks, putting his head in his hands.

"Jack and I dated for 8 months. But we broke up. You wanna know why?" I ask.

"Why?"

"Because I said I freaking loved you!" I say on the verge of tears.

I look toward the ocean. All the sudden, Cameron grabbed my face and kissed me. As much as I wanted to kiss back, I couldn't. He hurt me. So I let go.

He looks at me with sorrow.

"Cameron, I don't have parents. I don't have siblings. ( She doesn't think of Michael as family. ) I just have friends. They tried to help me, oh god they tried. They couldn't." I say.

"Rachel, I'm so sorry..." He says, about to cry.

I put my hand on his shoulder, as he lets out the tears.

"Do you think I ever forgot you!? I didn't. I thought about you every second of everyday. You never left my freaking mind! I love you, Rachel!" He says.

"Cameron, you broke up with me over a letter.." I say. "You could of told me in person." I say, about to cry.

"I didn't wanna see you hurt again.." He says.

"Well Cameron, you hurt me more than ever." I say.

"Please forgive me, Rachel." Cameron says, while tears drop down his cheeks.

"Cameron, oh I forgive you." I say.

"So what about us?" He asks.

"But that's the thing.. I don't think there would be an 'us' anymore... I was in so much pain. I stopped harming myself. Because of you. I went to go hang out with my friends even though I wanted to lay in bed all day. Because of you. Everything I did was because I thought of you while doing it." I say, getting up.

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