Never Ends ; Sequel to Never Ending Love

Chapter 10

*CAMERONS POV*

[ listen to either Unsteady - X Ambassadors / Drift - Emily Osment ]

The doctor approached us.

I get up immediately.

"I'm sorry, he didn't make it. We did the best we could... His heart failed." The doctor says. "I'm sorry for you loss."

That's when I immediately broke down and cried. Rachel and Evelyn couldn't control their tears.

"Mommy, where is Xavier?" Evelyn asks.

I turn to face Rachel with tears in my eyes.

"He's in Heaven." She says.

Evelyn starts crying even more.

I turn as more tears flow out. I get up mad.

"WHERE IS HE!? WHERES MY CHILD?! I NEED TO SEE MY CHILD!" I say.

Nurses come back trying to hold me back.

"LET ME SEE MY CHILD!"

A doctor comes over to me and brings me to a room. It all doesn't seem real. None of this does. We've had so many deaths and thinking it's your own child that is gone, it feels like you heart has been stabbed an million times.

He opened the door and there laid my son's lifeless body. His lips were iced cold, pale skin, dried blood around him. I grab his cold, lifeless hand and just hold up while I cry.

"I should of done something. I should I watched after you. I couldn't save you.." I start to cry harder and harder as I continue. "Oh my god, my sweet boy.. It's all my fault. It's all my fault. You will never get to experience graduation, love, marriage! I'm so stupid! It should of been me! Not you!" I say, grabbing my hair while crying.

A hand touches my shoulder as I move it away. I turn away and see Rachel in tears. She goes in for a hug but I push her away. What is going on with me?

"I'm sorry, Cameron.." Rachel says.

"JUST GET OUT! I DON'T NEED YOUR SYMPATHY! I JUST WANT MY SON BACK! I DON'T NEED YOU OR ANYONE ELSE! GET OUT OF MY LIFE!" I say.

She looks like she is about to cry more now.

"If that's what you want.. then okay. I'm just a phone call away." She says, grabbing Evie's hand and walking away.

"Wait! Rachel!" I say.

She turns away.

"What Cameron?" She says, with tears in her eyes.

I was speechless. Nothing was coming out of my mouth. It was like I was completely frozen.

"Okay then." Rachel says, muttering and continuing to walk.

But I didn't stop her. I was to emotionally stable.

"WHY ME!" I say, yelling.

I continue to cry as I run to the car. I guess Rachel called a cab. It was so hard to drive.. I'm surprised I made it to the place I wanted to go. And that was the bar.

I needed to think this was a dream... It had to be a dream. It had too. This couldn't be real.. I needed to forget about reality. I need to get drunk so I couldn't feel my heart from shattering.

I lost my son.

And I might of just lost my princess ( Evelyn ) and Rachel.

"GGGet mme anotttther drrrrink." I say to the bartender.

It had to be at least my fourth drink. I was completely and utterly wasted. My eyes were blood shot, to the point where I couldn't cry anymore. I couldn't feel my heart.. I know that for a fact. Rachel called me millions of times.. I just let them go straight to voicemail.

There was a girl at the bar, crying. I have to admit, she was beautiful. She had long dark brown hair with the most beautifully contrast eyes. They were like a bright yellow right now. But you could tell they were naturally brown. I decided I would go over to her and see what's wrong.

I stumble a little bit, but I managed to make it.

"WWhat's wronggg?" I say.

I'm still clearly drunk. But I can see my surroundings. The room is not spinning.

"My boyfriend dumped me. Who are you?" She asks.

"TThe name is Caameron Dallllas." I say.

She chuckles. "Andrea Russett."

"Well you are beautttiful." I say.

I'm not even focusing on Rachel right now. I'm focusing on this beautiful girl right in front of me. Oops.