Nagmamadali kong umalis sa harapan nila at nagpunta sa pinaka malapit na Omega restroom. I was uncomfortable; simula pa lang nang pumasok ako sa room kung nasaan si Takeru. Pakiramdam ko hindi ko kakayanin kung mag-stay pa ako sa isang lugar kasama siya.
I opened the farthest cubicle and sat down on the toilet. I clenched my fist in my chest as I tried to calm myself.
Inhabitor...
My inhabitor...
Nagmamadali akong nagkalkal sa bag ko. Shit! My hands were trembling, and it makes it even harder for me to see my inhabitor. Sigurado akong naglagay ako ng walo sa bag ko. Sigurado akong nandito lang iyon.
Shit bakit wala?!
My breathing is getting heavier and heavier; my lips and hands are trembling; my legs have no strength; I feel hot; I feel like I want to be in his embrace.
Seeing him makes me feel happy, but at the same time, it makes me feel jealous and envious. I think I already know the reason why my heat was triggered earlier than I expected. Hindi lang ito dahil sa nagkita kaming muli kundi dahil sa selos ko dahil may kasama siyang ibang omega at dahil na rin sa inggit ko. I was so damn envious of that omega!
Naghalungkat lang ako sa loob ng bag ko hanggang sa makapa ko na ang syringe. Kaagad ko naman ibinaba ang bag ko at kumuha ako ng apat.
My circumstances were different from the normal omega. When I wasn't mated yet, I only had to take one. However, right now, since the bond was broken, I have to take four special inhabitor syringes just to make myself feel okay. It was harmful to my body, but I had no choice.
I tried to use one, but nothing happened. It only made me feel more depressed as I continued to crave and lust over my mate.
Noong unang makaranas ako ng heat na wala si Takeru ay para akong mababaliw. Sa loob ng isang linggo, talang ginawa ko ang lahat para lang maka-survive. I have an alpha, but I couldn't even be with him during those times. It was as if my whole life vanished in an instant.
Nag-consult ako sa mga omega professional doctors para rito, at mayroon din akong personal na doctor, kaya hindi ko kailangan mag-alala. He was the one who was always with me during my heat. He always monitored me and even tried his best to finish his research. He wanted me to be the first one to try it.
Napasandal ako sa pader, nakalaylay ang dalawa kong kamay, at nakatulala na lamang ako sa kisame ng cubicle na pinasukan ko nang matapos ko nang itusok ang apat na syringe sa wrist ko.
A tear escaped from my eye. I feel like I want to die already. If it wasn't for my family and my friends, I wouldn't have endured this much.
"Aoi, I don't think your body can handle this anymore. Can you please consider the gland removal surgery? Taking more than one special inhabitor every month will only harm your body. Not only that, your bond... your bond will be your death."
Napangiwi na lang ako nang maalala ko ang salita ng doctor ko. Right, this bond will be the death of me. Pero wala akong balak na alisin ito. Ito lamang ang nag-iisang bagay na natira sa akin, nag-iisang ala-ala na binigay sa akin ni Takeru.
Napapikit na lamang ang mga mata ko nang maramdaman ko na pakiramdam ko ay makakatulog ako. Alam ko na hindi magandang makatulog dito pero anong magagawa ko? I really want to die.
I want to die.
"Aoi? Aoi?"
Napakunot ang noo ko nang marinig ko ang isang pamilyar na boses. Napaupo ako nang maayos at napahawak sa dibdib ko nang maamoy ko ang isang pamilyar na amoy. It was Takeru's scent. His scent, his body scent, his pheromones...
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Back to my Alpha's Embrace (Omegaverse Series #2) | SPG
RomanceAoi had been bonded with Takeru since they were in college. However, when Takeru's family learned about Aoi's family background, they immediately devised a scheme that made them break up. Aoi's mark became his illness. When the bond is broken, the m...
