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Ikalabing Siyam na Kabanata - Paano makakapag-move on?

Since I didn’t get any reply from him, I did my best to busy myself. Nilagay ko pa sa drawer ng table ko ang cellphone ko, and I turned it silent. Pakiramdam ko wala akong ibang gusto na gawin kundi ang magtrabaho.

I sighed.

Umaga pa lamang ay pakiramdam ko ubos na ang energy ko. I just saw him once, but I feel like it drained all my energy.

I wanted to hug him to make me feel better since his pheromones make me feel safe and relaxed. But I always reminded myself that there was nothing between us anymore. That everything was only a memory.

Should I give up already?

Even though I wanted to, I couldn’t.

Hindi ko alam sa sarili ko. Ilang beses ko na ba sinabihan ang sarili ko na dapat mahalin ko rin ang sarili ko kahit konti? Ilang beses ko na rin ba sinabi sa sarili ko na kailangan ko rin naman pagpahingahin ang sarili ko sa sakit? Marami na. maraming beses na.

Sa sobrang dami na sa loob ng limang taon ay hindi ko na mabilang.

“Mr. Takeshi?” Napalingon naman ako at nakita ko si Donna. “Okay ka lang po ba?” she asked, worriedly.

I smiled. “Of course,” I answered. Kahit hindi. “Sorry medyo luting pa ang isip ko. So, what’s the matter?”

“Um,” she uttered, looking around. “Ipapa-check ko lang po sana sa iyo ang designs na kailanga. I was too worried to go directly kay Sir Orries, and I heard that you two know each other and are close. I thought na baka pwede mo po ako tulungan.”

My eyes widened. “We indeed know each other, but what’s with the close one?” I asked, trying to remain calm.

Did they catch a wind? Nalaman ba nila ang tungkol sa amin? Am I that showy? No, they shouldn’t. hindi nila dapat malaman ang tungkol sa amin. It will only put Takeru on edge. It will damage not only his reputation but his position in his family as well.

Hindi ko pwedeng hayaan iyon.

“I just heard about it. Hindi ko alam kung totoo, pero parang hindi naman,” she commented, smiling. “So, tutulungan mo po ba ako? Please?”

Napabuntong hininga na lamang ako.

“Alright, give me the plans and designs.”

Kaagad naman na inilahad ni Donna ang kaniyang work tablet sa kamay ko at saka ko isa isa itong tiningnan.

Ibinalik ko sa kaniya ang work tablet niya. “Everything was okay. It was barely passable since the theme is quite tricky. Change the color a little, and then as for the equipment, make sure that the lights can blend with the color of the runaway.”

She then saluted. “Yes, thank you, Sir Takeshi!”

Napailing na lamang ako habang nakatingin sa likod ni Donna. They don’t dare go near Takeru. I wonder why? I mean, Takeru is such an easy-going alpha. When we were in college, he had a lot of friends. Everyone can say that it was easy to get along with him. However, right now, I don’t think that's the case.

I shook everything related to Takeru out of my mind and focused on my work. Since I was absent for a week, my work files have piled up.

“Oh, look, isn’t it, Mr. ex?”

Napapikit na lamang ako at marahan na huminga nang malalim. I don’t want to deal with him right now, but somehow he’s making me feel like a shithead.

I only looked at him and then went back to my work. I don’t think he’s worthy of my attention.

“Wow, are you in a position to ignore me?”