Are we forbidden?

fifteen

24.06.22

Ella and I were in my room getting ready, Abba was playing and I was doing my makeup while Ella was doing her hair. 

I decided to put my hair half up and half down in a slick back bun, I had my hair done just before camp so the blonde was really prominent.

I still hadn't heard from Leah and I won't say I didn't miss her because I really did. I sent her a couple more texts but I tried not to pester her. I knew if it was me I would need some space too. 

One by one the girls began pouring into my room and they all looked amazing. Most were wearing blazers and trousers except for me and Ella which gave a good variety. But the only thing we all had in common is we were all ready for the break. 

After everyone was ready we made our way downstairs to the taxi that was waiting for us, Sarina told us we all look amazing and also warned us not to drink too much which made us and her laugh. 

I checked my phone one last time for any form of contact from Leah but there was nothing, so I put my phone in my bag. 

Beth was taking us to a club she knew in London so we were all putting faith in her for it to actually be good and she did not disappoint. 

The club was packed, you could barely move so we all stayed close. Lucky for us, Beth had hired a booth for us all to sit at, knowing it got busy in here.

The last time I went to a place like this was the first night Leah and I kissed, it made me sad that she was mad at me right now but in my heart, I knew I hadn't done anything wrong and I was going to fight for her. 

I offered to buy the first round of drinks and nobody argued with that, I got my phone out of my bag and went to my notes, ready to hear all of their orders. The only problem was the bar was so loud that I couldn't hear a word they were saying, instead I just handed them the phone and they each put their drink orders in. 

Ella came to the bar with me to help me carry all the drinks and I showed the bartender my phone to which she nodded and began making them. I paid no attention to the list of drinks just assuming I wouldn't know what most of them were. 

"You ready to get so drunk you'll forget tonight in the morning?" Ella shouted to me due to the club's volume.

"So ready" I replied as we began dancing when a good song came on. It didn't take long for the woman behind the bar to finish and when she placed the last drink down she winked at me before carrying on with other people's orders.

Ella's jaw dropped and she turned to look at me.

"Did she just wink at you" Ella's mouth left open again at the end of her sentence.

"Yeah, I think she did"  Ella didn't know about Leah so she was so excited and was trying so hard to get me to ask for the bartender's number.

After persuading her to leave the bar and that I would not be getting her number, we made our way over to the table. 

As we were carrying the drinks I noticed that there were seven drinks but only six of us, I was convinced she had made another by mistake that was until I placed the drinks down on the table and pulled my phone out to see that there was in fact seven drinks on the list. 

"Who's the drink for?" I asked, slightly confused. I didn't care about the money and I didn't care if someone ordered two, I just wanted to make sure I got everything right.

"Oh someone else is coming so I added the drink to the list" Beth added and I just nodded my head carrying on doing what I was doing. 

Ella noticed a flower wall by the toilets and was begging me to go with her for a photo, I wasn't left with much choice as she pulled me up and dragged me and Lucy to the toilets.