To All The Girls I've Loved Before (Newjeans x Fem!Reader)

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Y/n's pov:

"Dang Y/n you look like a zombie." Yeojin said when she saw me yawning.

"You could say my night was... Eventful." I replied and remembered everything.

Flashback...

"I guess we're all sleeping here then. That's what you wanted too Y/n."

After what Hanni said a heated debate started.

"I'm sleeping on the bed with her, none of y'all are changing that."

"You though? This bed is big, I'm on the other side and Y/n in the middle."

"Imagine thinking she'd like to sleep with you two on her sides. Y/n, do you want me to bring anything else and we'll sleep comfortably?"

"I think you keep forgetting she's MY roommate."

"Y/n can we talk?"

"STOP!" I yelled.

"You keep fighting over nothing! We're all sleeping on the bed, it's big enough." I angrily demanded.

"You look hot when you're mad." Hanni commented in the silence and they all stared at her.

"You literally can't stop flirting with her, you motherf-" Minji was about to argue.

"Let's get out of here." Haerin whispered and I nodded in agreement.

It would be nice to get out of this hell of a room, anyway.

The hotel had literally shut down everything. Nothing open.

And no noise was made except for... We all know the answer to that.

When me and Haerin were walking down the hall a teacher stopped us.

"Kang, Park. Where to at this hour?" He asked us and took a look at his watch which definitely surprised him.

"It's midnight ladies!" He scolded and signaled us to go back to our rooms as we apologetically nodded before "walking back" to our rooms.

When he disappeared, we started tiptoeing until we arrived at the pool.

The lights were all off except for the classic, modern, blue led lights that were underwater.

The atmosphere was chilly. I guess Haerin didn't bring any jackets with her because she seemed to be freezing.

We sat on the poolside sitting area and she sat in between my legs, wrapped around my jacket.

"Y/n" Haerin mumbled in between the sounds of the water in the pool that was softly being moved by the air.

"Yeah?" I responded and sighed.

"You know... I love you so much. It's difficult." She confessed out of the blue.

"You know that I love you too. So much." I replied sincerely.

I had to admit. I deeply loved Haerin. She was my first love, my first everything before... well, everything.

"More than them?" She asked and turned her head around a bit to face me more.

I froze, did I love her more? Obviously. She was my friend. Was I crushing on her more? No idea.

At this point I'm just confusing myself. It should have been easier.

"I think I got my answer." She said and tried to get up but I pulled her down again and completely turned her around until she was facing me.