To All The Girls I've Loved Before (Newjeans x Fem!Reader)

16

Y/n's pov:

This party is suffocating. All around people I don't know or are just some known faces to me but never talked with them.

I sat on the corner, watching Haerin talking with her friends.

Why did I even think she'd stay with me? She has other friends too.

"Y/n, me and Kyujin are going to the convenience store to get some ice. Will you be okay or do you wanna come along?" Haerin asked between the loud beats that were playing behind us.

"It's okay. I'll stay here." I said and then Kyujin spoke. "Are you sure? I think Haerin wants you to... Um help us with the ice bags."

"I think y'all will be okay. Go, just you two." They both looked at me with a disappointed face but left.

I didn't want Haerin to feel bad for me. She needs to have some fun.

But I'm not gonna lie, I'd have some fun too if my friends were here.

"It's been long. Hasn't it?" A voice asked and sat next to me.

I looked to see where the voice came from and I was stunned.

Jang Wonyoung. My ex.

I quickly took some distance but she spoke again. "Come on Y/n... It's been 16 months, are you still mad?" She asked disappointed.

I acted like I didn't hear her.

"I deserve it I guess. You won't accept to hear it anyway but... I just want you to know that I still love you. I haven't been with anyone since your party. The one you broke up with me."

I got angry. "Tell me Wonyoung. Now that we're here... Did I deserve anything? Did I deserve anything that happened? You ruined everything for just a moment of fun and now you're here."

"I didn't want that Y/n. I was blinded by insecurities. Insecurities that you're cheating on me with Haerin. That guy, Sunghoon was there and flirted with me and I don't know okay? I just know that I love you and want you back in my life." She spoke and came closer to me after I avoided her.

I thought I was completely over it. But it still hurts me today.

"Wonyoung... Please get away from me." I asked as nice as I could not to make a fuss at another person's party.

She huffed and left me alone finally.

Then Eunchae approached me.
"Y/n? Where are the girls?" She asked. I was surprised, she knows my name?

"Oh you know my name?" I asked surprised.

She widened her eyes as if she said something she shouldn't have said. "Oh uh yeah Haerin mentions you sometimes." She empathized the "sometimes".

"Oh... Anyway, the girls went to get some bags of ice." She nodded and left.

Eunchae's pov:

I started calling Haerin when I left Y/n alone.

Shit I almost blew it. Why did I say her name?

Dang Haerin pick up the call.

"Dude! You're alive!" I whispered yelled from my bathroom.

"What happened?" She asked confused.

"Remember when I told you I had some friends? These friends brought a friend with them. And the friend's name is Jang Wonyoung. Please tell me this isn't Y/n's ex Wonyoung." I panicked.

"WHAT?! JANG WONYOUNG? SHIT. IT'S HER EX. Did you see them talking?" Haerin asked angrily.

"I think so. Shit shit shit Haerin. Why did you leave?" I whined.