If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn (Kellin Quinn Fanfic)

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Chapter-7: Pain

*Mariah's POV*

I waited all these years, finally forgot about my feelings towards him and he goes and confesses his love for me? Why do guys have to be such assholes? Don't they take our feelings into consideration?

I am literally so pissed off. I got up and put my fist through the wall. Jayde isn't going to care. She ran out of the house with Jeydon following behind her. Uh-oh. It was just Kellin and I, plus all the workers.

I heard Kellin come upstairs and walk into one of the guest rooms. Hmmph let's go see which one because I feel like punching someone. And he is the source of this rage. I quietly tip toed out of my room and started down the hallway. Aha! Found his room! On the white board that Jayde has put on the guest room doors it read: Kellin.

I stretched while trying to be as quiet as possible. That's when I got pissed off and kicked down the door. Kellin just looked up at me, his eyes red and puffy. I walked up to him, grabbed his face and kissed him.

I pulled away, leaving Kellin stunned. I strutted out of the room and down stairs. I grabbed the keys to the black Ferrari and walked out the door. I don't know what came over me but I liked it. I was now officially a bad ass.

After 20 minutes of driving, I pulled into the club. I pressed the button to pull the blinds over the windows and grabbed the dress from the backseat. I quickly slipped it on, got out of the car locking it behind me and stepped into the club.

Time to forget about him. Time to forget about the pain.

*Jayde's POV*

I couldn't take it anymore. Everything from my past was flooding through my mind. It was haunting me. I had to run . I'm still running. I know you shouldn't run from your problems but this is different. These are fears.

I knew Jeydon was following me. But I didn't care. Tears blurred my vision but my legs kept carrying me to my destination. Once I reached my destination I just collapsed with my knees to my chest and started sobbing. I know that I have cried a lot in the past few days but I just can't take it anymore.

I could hear Jeydon's footsteps come to a stop. He knelt down in front of my and lifted my chin with his finger so I was now looking him in the eyes. He leaned in and kissed me gently. I kissed back letting my emotions into the kiss. Pain. That's what I was feeling. Pain. Sadness. Hurt.

He pulled away and said, "I know what you went through was horrible, and I'm sorry I couldn't save you. But please just let me prove to you that I really love you. We don't have to date yet, we can take it slow, just give me a chance to prove myself. Please." His voice was sincere. I just nodded. He continued, "you might feel like your not good enough. Like your worthless. But to me your worth everything. You mean the world to me. I am willing to wait forever for you Jay."

I smiled and kissed his lips gently. "Thank you," I whispered as I pulled away.

He grabbed my hands and pulled me to my feet. We walked back to my house, hands entwined. Even though we weren't dating, it felt right. It felt perfect. I was suddenly but slowly overcoming my fears.

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*thanks for reading, hope this was a better chapter! There will be drama with Mariah and Kellin coming soon! Love ya! Xx -kj*