If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn (Kellin Quinn Fanfic)

Situations

Chapter-19: Situations

*Jeydon's POV*

It has been 4 months since things ended between Jayde and I. We've been back in New York for about 3 and a half months. I honestly regret everything that happened in Florida. I've been at Jayde's house to hang out with Mariah and Damon. Yet, I can't be around them too often becuase they're dating now and every little thing reminds me of Jayde. When I am at her house, she doesn't come out of her room. If she does, she doesn't look at me. It breaks my heart. I fucked up big time, I need to fix this but I have no idea considering she hates my guts.

I've been in my room for a week straight. The only time I left my room was to use the bathroom and shower. I haven't even uploaded a video since Jayde and I broke up. I've been depressed, it's all my fault. I should have never flipped out on her for texting Adam.

Maybe I should make a video for her? I just want her back in my life. Even as a friend because a friend is better than not at all. I can't lose her completely, she completes me. I grabbed my phone off my dresser and decided to scroll through twitter to get my mind of things.

I was scrolling through twitter for about five minutes when a picture caught my eye. Her eyes captivating my soul. Yet she was holding something so delicate and fragile, her smile was actually real. On my screen was a picture of Jayde and Copeland. Copeland had her tiny arms wrapped around Jayde's neck. It was on Kellin's profile. The caption read 'My beautiful girls getting ready for ice cream and a walk in the park! @jayxquinn'

What the hell is going on between them? Did she lie this whole time? I thought they were "just friends." I guess I was wrong.

Fuck my life.

*Kellin's POV*

When we got back from Florida, I got Copeland right away. My attorney called me and said that Katelyn had signed the papers. With that I called Katelyn and she said I could come pick up Copeland. I now had full custody of my daughter.

The last few months have been rough. Mariah and Damon are dating. Jayde's a mess. The only thing that keeps her sane is Copeland and I. She loves Mariah and Damon but can stand to be around them due to the fact that they're a couple now. To be honest, I'm jealous. I wanted Mariah to myself but I'm falling for Jayde now.

In these 3 months that I have had Copeland, Katelyn hasn't called to make arrangements at all. When I've been called to the studio, Copeland has stayed with Jayde. And from the pictures all over Jayde's twitter, she adores Copeland. I really appreciate all her help, I've tried handing her some cash but she just pushes it away.

Copeland, Jayde and I were all laying in Jayde's bed. Copeland kept grabbing Jayde's hair and pulling it. I let out a soft chuckle each time. It was just the cutest thing ever.

"So Mr. Quinn, what's on the agenda today?" Jayde asked, interrupting my thoughts. I honestly had no idea. Anywhere sounded good to me. We needed out. Jayde and I have been spending a lot of time together. Her room has become our room. I have to sleep in here or else she screams from the nightmares of Jeydon. She's broken and honestly I hope I can be the one to fix we and make her whole again.

"Anywhere you princesses want," I replied. Copeland giggled. "Icecweam!" She said excitedly. Jayde and I laughed.

"Okay babes! Wherever you want. We can't get ice cream and then go to the park!" Jayde said smiling while glancing at me. I nodded. "Fank yew mommaw," Copeland said. Jayde gasped, tears brimming her eyes. I was shocked. What do I do in this kind of situation? Jayde looked at me with panic visible in her eyes.

"Copeland honey, I'm not-" Jayde started to say. "What mommy means is, she's not ready to leave yet. She has to get ready," I said quickly. Jayde's eyes were as big as saucers. I gave her a pleading look. She just nodded and glared at me, almost as if to say 'we will talk about this later.' I sighed.

Jayde went and got ready while I put Copeland into some warmer clothes. By the time I got back with Copeland, Jayde was ready. Copeland went running to Jayde and lifted her arms in the air. Jayde laughed and scooped her up. I pulled out my phone and took a picture. Awe it was adorable! I put it on twitter and added the caption saying, 'My beautiful girls getting ready for ice cream and a walk in the park! @jayxquinn'.

Done.

"Let's go ma' ladies," I said in a posh British accent. The girls giggled at my silliness. Copeland called Jayde mommy. What the hell am I supposed to do? Do I tell Copeland the truth or do I try to get Jayde to go along with it?

I don't know about that yet, but I want Jayde to be mine. And that will happen.