Hard to Love part 2

Being lonely

She got to their room and was packing some sport stuff in a bag. Then she got downstairs to the train room and put it there. Before she got to the others, but they all had something better to do. So, the last thing that was left was dancing. After all the others rejected her and she got back downstairs. There she just put her ballet shoes on and some music to it. Then she started dancing, she was dancing so long with pauses that she didn't know which time it was. She didn't even care about it, so she was dancing again. When Steve and Sam made a long pause, they got down first to eat and then he was searching for Natasha. It was almost 3 pm and he was worried about her. When he found her after some minutes she was still dancing there. He came closer to her and then said: Tasha, you know that you shouldn't dance. Why are you doing it since you swore it. At that time, she was standing on the other side of him. And then said: I was just bored. Nothing much. Then she got out of her ballet shoes and got upstairs and was then eating some food. After that she got back to her room and the boys could play again. She was first cleaning then stuff out from her bag and then she was reading a book. But after just a few seconds she put it away because she was so sad that nobody wanted to do at least something. That now she just is a wife and a mother nothing more. She starts crying and was just there for herself. She started to hug herself and after a time she felled asleep. When she woke up it was its afternoon, and she was first throwing up. Then she got downstairs to their kitchen and was making food. They were still playing that stupid game. After she ate all by herself, she got back upstairs and was making herself ready to sleep. Then she was ready she put on the TV and was looking alone an action movie with snacks. In the half of the movie, she felled asleep, and the TV was still on and the snacks on her. When he finally came upstairs at almost midnight, he then saw her there sleeping. So, then he carried her first to bed and then he was going to wash himself. Then he lied next to her, and she was lying on the other side of the bed. He then just hugged her and kissed her and then he felled asleep. In the next morning she woke up first and was making herself tea and for him food. Then she got back upstairs and was dressing herself up in his clothes and took her stuff downstairs.Then when she got back, she was cleaning the living room. When he finally got downstairs and found her washing some things in the sink. He came from behind and was hugging and kissing her neck. She knows that she was just smiling. She then asks: Did you have fun last day? He then meant: Yes, I have. What did you do last day besides dance? She then turned around and said: I was reading and just enjoyed the time alone. Then when he kissed her in a long deep and passionate kiss. When he pulled out and then he saw the food. So, he got to it and was eating it and then as he was done, he came to her and was kissing her for a thank you. Then when he pulled and said: So, how do you want to spend today? She didn't answer just she was just looking down and was crying. He didn't notice right away and while she was crying, she was going upstairs to her bed. He followed her and when she was sitting on the couch with lots of tissues, he was hugging her. Then when she stopped for a while and said: Nobody wants me. Everyone has better things to do then be with me. He kissed her forehead and hugging her even closer and just said: Mаленький, everyone is glad that they could meet you. Maybe they just too much to-do. So, they didn't notice you, but please don't cry. He kissed her then again and he then whispered: I want you. You're my everything. We had much time together and now in a few days is your due day. So, we will see your baby. He kissed her belly, and she was smiling.

Then after a while of cuddling, she got back to washing it to the end and he was helping her with it. Then they got downstairs to the others, and they were talking to each other, and Natasha was sitting close to him and felled asleep on his chest. When she woke up, she just lied on his chest a bit with closed eyes. She heard a conversation with Steve and Fury. Fury was saying that Steve that he has a mission for two days and he had to go. Steve was hugging her tightly and when she finally opened her eyes, he kissed her forehead. She then sat up and she felled dizzy and got to the bathroom. Then she was throwing up and he followed her and took her hair. Then the baby was kicking, and she sat down on the floor. She just said: Ouch. And was putting her hand on her belly. Then he noticed it and took her hand and put his under hers and was rubbing it. Then when she was done, she got back to the couch and sat down there. Then he whispered to her that he had to go on a mission, and she was sad that he must go, but let him. Then he said: But you will not be alone. You will be with your sister, and she will be protecting you and when the baby will be born a bit earlier then your due day, she will be with you. Okay. Natasha just said sad: Fine, but I don't want you to be on the birthday from your first baby. He then kissed her deep and long and passionate and when he pulled away, he then just said: I love you so much and I don't want to leave you here and not to be on my child birthday, but I have too. He then kissed her again but softly and then he was packing his bag. When he was done, he sat down next to her and was cuddling with her until he had to go.