Hard to Love part 2

Fighting

He was enjoying the time with Alina and Nat was trying to get back to sleep and finally managed to do it. He was happy and just took care of Alina and kissed her. When Alina was sleeping too, he lied down next to her. They were relaxing together, and they were sleeping. When Alina woke up, he took care of her. Then when Natasha woke up too and he just kissed her, and she lied down on his chest and was cuddling with her. He stayed the whole day with her until it got late again, and he wanted to stay with her sleep there, but Nat told him to go home but he insisted and stayed. The next day flew fast and when they got back home, and she just was tired and wanted to go to her apartment and just be there with Steve alone. But instead, they throw a baby shower, and it was so beautiful decorated, and it was all Rosa and pink and there was Balloons, muffins in pink and a cake. She was so shocked and very thankful. So, she stayed so long how she could because of Alina, and she was unpacking the presents they got her for Alina. It was clothes, things for a baby and some stuff animals and diapers and a dummy. She was so thankful for that presents and when it was late, and she got up and was putting Alina to sleep. After Alina was sleeping, she was washing herself and got to sleep too. She didn't know what was going up downstairs. Meanwhile when she was sleeping, they were putting up some alcohol. They were drinking until it got so late and everyone and was lying down at the living room everywhere. She had to wake up almost four times at night and by the second time she woke up to feed Alina they still where partying and she got just back to sleep. The third time she woke up because of Alina was up and she was crying Natasha tried to calm her down and got up and was walking with her and didn't hear nothing from downstairs. She woke up the last time and then after that she woke up at 8 am and Alina was still sleeping. So, Nat got down and was making food for herself and when she was done in that moment Alina woke up and was crying. Natasha got to her and took her up from the bed and just said: Shh, shh. Mommy is here. You're hungry mаленький? Alina was still crying, and Nat got downstairs and sat on the couch and took her plate and was eating and was feeding her. When she was done eating and Alina was full, she first got up and was changing her in clothes and then Nat dressed herself too.

When she got downstairs and took Alina and lied her on the carpet on a blanket and was cleaning the kitchen and made some food for Steve when he will show up. After that Nat sat down next to Alina and was just enjoying the time with her there alone and was a bit playing with her. Before Steve got up to her, she took out her phone and saw a massage from Steve. She opened it and it was a video. She opened it and looked at it. When she noticed what was happening, she disappointed and mad at him, because it was Steve kissing Sharon. She put her phone down and said to Alina: You know that your daddy can sometimes be a jerk. Don't get me wrong, I still love him but sometimes he doses stupid things, like kissing his ex-girlfriend while I'm her upstairs, or felled in love with her while he doesn't remember anything or kissing her because she was treating him and so on. I don't know what to do in this situation. You probably don't know it either but let me say that he loves you so much. She kissed her on her head and in that moment, he came in, but she didn't notice right away so was still saying: But I don't know if he is loving me that much like he is loving you. Even when we will not live anymore together doesn't mean that he stops loving you. He will always love you alright. Mаленький.

He was hearing what she said and was a bit sad and then just got to the kitchen and while he took his plate and put it down on the table and sat down in a chair, she noticed him and just was still lying there with her. After he was done, he came to them still in his clothes he had on last night. He kissed Natasha on her head and then Alina and wanted to say something, but she was faster and said softly: Steve... go bath yourself. It's fine I will be with her. You stink form all the sweat and alcohol you had last night. He kissed her again before he got up and was washing himself. When he was done, he came downstairs and found them sitting on the couch together and he sat next to her and just admired them two together sitting there. He was just cuddling with them bough, but Nat was still a bit disappointed in him and wanted to ask him about last night. He took out his phone to take a picture and then saw what he had massaged her. He played that video and after that he just kissed her head and said: I'm so sorry Tasha. Can I at least explain? What is there to explain Rogers. You kissed Sharon while I was calming down our little Alina to go back to sleep. You had your fun, and I was taking care of Alina. Just go back down to Sharon, she would be happy to take care of you. Now just leave me alone. She said and got up with Alina and to their bedroom. There she looked herself with Alina there inside. He followed her and when he was at the door he knocked and said: Natasha, please I'm so sorry that I kissed her. It wasn't on purpose; I didn't even remember that I kissed her until now. Please forgive me. He sat down on the floor against the door. After a while he heard her crying from the inside and wanted to get inside so he knocked again but she just said: Go away.

So, he got to the kitchen and was cleaning his plate up. Then he wanted to go to someone and talk about what happed but just run into Sharon that wanted to go to him. Then she said: Hey, I wanted to talk about what happened last night. Do you remember? Yes, I do Sharon, but it was a mistake. I don't know what happened and why I kissed you. So, can we just forget about it please. Meant Steve and Sharon just said: Okay. Fine I can forget what happen but just answer one question. Do you love me? Or do you love her? Steve was hesitating with the answer and then said: Sharon, I love her since the day I meet her. Sorry, that I sometimes use you for my back lover when I don't remember how I was before an accident or when I was drunk or had fights with Natasha. I'm so sorry but I see you as a friend. She just nodded and got back to her room. Steve was going to the living to see if somebody was up. He just found Bucky up but just lied there, so he got to the train room and was punishing the bag. He was so mad at himself that he kissed her and that he got drunk. He was so mad at himself and didn't make even a brake. Meanwhile Nat was still crying but when Alina started too, she stopped and just said gently: Shh, shh. Momma is still here, everything is fine. Is my mаленький девушка (girl) hungry or is she dirty? Let's see. She took her and first was trying to feed her, but Alina wasn't hungry, so she got up from the bed and got to the bathroom and had unlock the door for that. When she got there, she was changing the diaper and when Alina was naked Nat was kissing her tummy and said: Ты, маленькая девочка, такая красивая, теперь счастлива. Номамы нет, папа расстроилменя, и сейчас он, наверное, с Шэрон в постели и. . (You little girl, that is so pretty is now happy. But momma is not, daddy upset me and now he is probably with Sharon in bed and...) she couldn't even finish it because she was crying again. Then Alina stared to cry, and Nat tried to stop and after few minutes she was wiping her tears and just clothes her back and was taking her back to bed and was humming a lullaby by hugging Alina tightly to her.