Hard to Love part 2

Suggesting to Work again

The few next month's went fast by and when it was, she could walk and even talk. Steve was going on mission with the others and the others were visiting a lot and once when he came back from a mission and found Natasha lying on the couch still looking a movie. So, he lied down next to her and just kissed her forehead and she cuddled with him. When the movie was almost over, and he just asked her a simple question: Honey... She looked up to him and he said: You can now go back to be an Avenger and fight with us? Alina can be in a kindergarten, and I know you would love it. So, what is your decision? Natasha was thinking about it and while she still doing it, he said: We could again fight together again, and I know how much you wanted and need it. No... No, no. Steve. I can't leave my mаленький here alone. I can't do it all over again. I don't leave her like my mother did. I will not do it. Said Natasha and sat up and was going to the kitchen and after that she just took a gun that she had hidden under the island and was going to the train room. When she got there and was shouting at the wall and after she was out of bullets, and he was standing in the doorframe.

He then said: Sweetie put it down. Now. No. Said Nat and shots it again and again. He then got closer and just was fighting her until she stopped her gun. He just looked her in her eyes, and he already knows that she had tears in her eyes, and he just hugged her. He then was whispering to her: I'm sorry. I didn't wanted to hurt you and you don't have to leave her. Just decide. She was still in the hug and his shirt was wet because of her crying and then she said: I will stay. When Lila is older than I go fight. Okay Tasha. It's okay. Said Steve and was kissing her on her lips. It was so deep and long and her mouth tasted like sweet caramel, and he was then kissing her deeper and when she pulled away and was hugging him tighter than before. After few minutes they were still were hugging each other and he then said by kissing her cheek: Let's get back home. She didn't answered because she was standing there and almost sleeping and when he left the hug she almost fell. He then catches her then and said: Really Romanoff. When did you got to sleep? I don't know around midnight, I guess. Said Nat and he was putting her up and she just put her legs around him and he carried her their bed. When they were finally upstairs, and he lied her down on their bed she was lying in bed and just said: Come here. Please. He then lied down next to her and whispered before he closed his eyes and was hugging her again: I will stay. Go to sleep now. What if I don't want to? Asked Nat and was smiling and then he said: Well, it's another and if you don't there will be some punished. Natasha was still lying there and then he sat up and he was then kissing her, and she kissed back and then stopped and had closed her eyes. When he pulled away and just saw her close eyes and just lied down next to her and whispered: good night, Tasha. The next few months went by and when the others were still on mission's and when they had free time they were visiting Alina and where playing with her and once when Steve was there home and they were playing hide and seek and Alina found somewhere to hide and Steve was searching her and when he couldn't find her and he was hugging Natasha from behind while she was making lunch for them and when Alina came to them from her cranny and was holding a big gun that Natasha had hidden there and Alina just said: Руки вверх. Теперь у меня естьсюрприз. Повернись сейчас же. (Hands up. Now I have some surprise. Turn around now.) Steve did it first and saw the guns be said: Mаленький, put it down. Just put it down sweetie. Natasha was just stepping away from the stove and was going around and took it from her faster and accidentally shot the wall.

Then Steve was hugging her, and Natasha put the gun down and was putting the bullets out and then sat down on the floor. When Steve and Alina were still hugging each other's, and Natasha was sitting there too, and the lunch was getting burned. Natasha then got up and was putting it down from the stove. Then Steve got up and yelled at Nat: Why? Why do you have everywhere guns? What the hell? Alina was just going to her room and Steve continued yelling at her: Why? You are bringing us all in danger and will kill you all. Natasha was crying because she was feared of yelling man because of the Red Room, and he didn't exactly know about it. When he was done Nat was taking out a peanut butter box and some bread and was sheltering it on it. Then she was eating it and then Nat was wiping her tears away and was taking some box gloves and was going again to the train room and was boxing it with them. Hours go by and Peter came down to her and said: Wow. Ms. Romanoff are you really mad at somebody? How is it? Nobody special. And you can call me Natasha Peter. Nat then put them down and was taking her ballet shoes and was dancing when Steve came inside the train room and found her still dancing and she danced a choreography that she had made with Bucky when they were together in the Red Room, and he was just looking at her and after few minutes Bucky and Lena came inside too.

When Bucky saw her dancing the old choreography, he knew what is wrong. He joined her and when she realized that Bucky was there, she stopped. He then stopped too and when they were standing counterpart from each other she just hugged him and said while crying in his chest: Oн кричал на меня, . . . как Дрейков, когда был жив. И другие учителя, которыепричинили мне боль. . Я просто хотел защитить свою семью от своего прошлого. Конечно, Дрейков умер, а учителя - нет. Они могут быть везде. Алина не должнапройти такой же путь, как я и Стив. . . его будут пытать, как меня после того, как убьют. а я не хочу этого для своей семьи. (He yelled at me, ... like Dreykov just to do when he was alive. And the other teachers that hurt me... I just wanted to protect my family from my past. Of course, Dreykov is dead, but the teachers are not. They could be everywhere. Alina don't have to go the exact pave like me and Steve... he would be tortured like I was after they kill me. And I don't want that for my family.) Bucky was still hugging her and when she left the hug, she was taking down her ballet shoes and was sitting on the beach and was drinking water. Steve coming to sit closer to her and then after some minutes when Lena and Bucky were fighting each other like always he then said: I'm sorry. Natasha then looked at him and her eyes where still puffy from crying and he was adding I didn't know about that. If I just knew I wouldn't yelled at you, and we could warn Alina from the guns you hidden. He sat closer to her and whispered in her ear while hugging her and she lied her head on his shoulder: We will always go through it together. Always I will never leave you for something like that. He then kissed her forehead and then Nat said with still creakier voice: I'm sorry too. I should've told you and...

She couldn't finish because he was kissing her lips and was kissing her so passionate that nobody form them wanted to leave at first and when Nat pulled aways first for some air and just put her head on his forehead and he then was kissing her again. After he then pulled away and he then said: Don't end the sentence. You deserve to forget about your past and I'm the most time reminder on it. Nat then said by lying on his chest: No, you're not. They just memories in my head that is hard to forget, because I spend my entire life and it started to feel like home to me, but I still knew it wasn't a home. Not like everybody imagine it to be. Now you two are my family and the others and this is my home. Now and to the end I must protect it from them. Okay and I and the others where always standing behind you when you will need us okay. Said Steve and was hugging her by Nat sitting in his lab. When a few minutes get by, and they were still hugging each other and when Wanda and Alina came down to then and when Steve saw her, he just said: Come her too mаленький. So, Alina came running to them and when she was nearby them and was going to them Natasha made some space for her and Steve was hugging his little family. 

Natasha left the hug because she was felling hungry and was going upstairs to the kitchen form the others and was making some mc and cheese and Steve and Alina stayed there but in the hug by he was showing her some fight moves and she tried to them too like he was going. When Natasha was done and got back downstairs to tell them that food was ready, she found them still working on a move and Natasha just took a picture from them and then said: Now come up I made some delouses food, that if you don't come up will be eaten from Aunt Lena. So after some minutes they came upstairs and sat down at the table and where eating. When Steve sat down and saw what she made he just said: Really? You didn't could do anything else? Nope. Said Lena and Natasha then said: You know exactly that I can't cook so what do you expect? That I do a meal that you can order in every restaurant? No, it's okay Tasha. Said Steve and was eating it from the plate. Natasha and Lena were sharing a pot of it, and it was full of hot sauce in it, and they were eating it with some big spoons. When the pot was empty and then Natasha was cleaning it and they spend the rest of the day by playing with the other games. They were having all fun and they were playing until Alina fell asleep on Natasha and they were going to their bed and Natasha was lying her down and then she was making herself ready for bed. Before she fell asleep, she was reading her book and fell with it then asleep. So, when Steve came up to bed and found her sleeping with a book on her chest and the light on and not covered with a blanket, he then took the book and lied it on the nightstand. He covered her with the blanket and turned off the light and lied down next to her. He then was hugging her, and she just felled his warmth and lied her head on his chest.