Hard to Love part 2

The next few weeks

In the morning when she finally wakes up and nobody is up jet. Natasha got back to the kitchen and was making food for herself. Before she was making food Nat sat down Alina on carped and was making food. When she was done next to Alina, and she wanted some food. She was babbling to her, and Natasha was so kind and was sharing with her. When they were eating together, and Alina was a bit messy with some sauce.

Natasha was smiling and took a picture and after she ate all, she was cleaning Alina and after that she then was playing with her, and she was just enjoying the time with her and when it was after it was noon. She was still playing with her when he was so happy that they were there together and playing with her and he lied down next to them, and he kissed her on the cheek and was looking down at Alina. He then asked her: Why did you said that last night. Did you mean it really? She then looked up at him and said: Yes. I meant it. I don't need this stuff because I'm a bad person. Hey, no you're not. You are the best person I know, and you are strong, beautify and I love you so much. He kissed her again and then looked back down at Alina. They were just being there together, and he was enjoying the time with them. After some hours when it was almost afternoon and he got up and was making dinner for them and when it was done, he took it to the balcony, and he took them bought outside and they ate it there and Alina was sitting them, and they were done eating. He sat closer to Natasha and asked her: Did you enjoy yesterday? Yes. Said Nat and was cuddling with him and he just kissed her, and she was about to sleep on him, and he realized that she was about to sleep on his chest, and he just whispered: Sweetie, come up to bed please. She was too tired, and he just first carried Alina to the bed upstairs and then he carried her upstairs. When she lies in bed she woke up and she just said: Steve... Shh, shh. Go back to sleep please. You're tried and you feel asleep on me. said Steve and he lied back down next to her, and she lied on his chest, and he was kissing her and was cuddling with her tightly and when she had closed her eyes and he was singing for her a lullaby and when she finally fell back asleep, he just was kissing her and was hugging her even tighter and felled asleep too.

When it was Christmas, they were having fun with everyone. They had made last day food for today and after they ate together downstairs at the living room where the others had a big tree and much of presents under it. Before they opened it, they were sitting together on the table and eating the food Wanda and Melina made and were talking to it and it was enjoying the time with them. When they were full, and nobody wanted to eat anymore, and they all are sitting in the living room and where first a bit talking, and Natasha was paying attention to Alina. Nat was first feeding her and then lied her down at a blanket and was playing with her and the others where around her and were looking at Alina. After some time when the girls took over her, Natasha was going to the kitchen to take some sweets and after that she sat down on the couch and lied on his chest and felled asleep on him after some time. Everyone was around her and was paying attention. Steve was looking at Natasha that was still peacefully sleeping on him, and he was enjoining it. After some hours when Alina was crying at that only woke Natasha up. She got up to Alina unwilling and got her. Nat was just walking with her and was first humming a song and then said: Шшш, шшш. Ты с мамочкой. (Shh, shh. You're with mommy.) Then she was again humming a song and Alina got quiet and Natasha sat down with Alina. Steve sat down next to her and took Alina from Natasha when Tony said: How can Romanoff wake up when she is crying but when something is happing, she don't wakes up? You know Tony she didn't wakes up because of two things. First, she was sleeping on me and second, she knew that Alina was happy, and everything was okay. So, she can sleep so long and well until I move, or Lina is crying. Said Steve and was smiling and cuddling with Alina more. Natasha and was getting a drink and took some for Steve and got back to the others. She then took Alina from Steve and just said: Счастливого Рождества, малыш. (Merry Christmas little one.) Nat then kissed her on her cheek and was cuddling with her and it was getting late, and the kids form Clint that where still plying got tired and Alina had to get to bed and got up and while she got to the apartment and the kids where almost falling asleep on the floor.

So, Natasha then said: Kiddos how about we get to bed? They just nodded in some sleepy and they were all going to their apartment and first Natasha washed Alina and she was helping the Nathaniel to wash himself and Lila and Cooper did it themselves. After that they were lying all in bed and Nat was feeding her. Then Alina was sleeping Natasha was then telling them a story. It was a sweet story and they felled fast asleep around her and meanwhile the others were just drinking alcohol and when it was almost midnight, and he came to Natasha and found her around with children. He came to her and was kissing her cheek and when she woke up still lying around them and said softly and sleepy: Steve... Shh, shh. Sleep. I will be right there on the couch next to you. Said Steve and kissed her again on her lips. She just nodded and he lied there down. After some minutes before he felled asleep, he hears her cry. He sat up and was still hearing her crying and she got up from the bed that nobody woke up. When she came to him, and he was still sitting on the couch and when she came to him. He had hugged her, and she cried in his chest. He was hugging her tightly and he kissed her head and said: It's fine. Shh, shh. You're a strong woman and you are so selfless and... Am I a good mother? Asked Natasha still sobbing, and he kissed her forehead and said: Your good mother. And a good wife too. He was hugging her even tighter, and he kissed her again on her lips and it was deep and passionate and when he pulled away and he was then wiping her tears and then he just said: Get back to sleep, I mean it. She lied down on his chest, and he was then singing a lullaby and she was smiling and said: good night. I love you. Steve had kissed her again and she was sleeping on his chest, and he was lying on the couch reaped his arms around her and her hands around his neck.