Hard to Love part 2

Natasha's Birtday

So, Steve and Lena got inside Yelena 's room and wanted to wake her up gently and sing her happy birthday to her. But when they got inside, the bed was already made, and nobody was lying inside, and a box was open. It was a box where Yelena had her ballet shoes inside, Natasha took those and was dancing in them. Yelena was going to the training room and Steve followed her and they found her there still dancing, but with Alina in her arms and Natasha was humming a song to it. She didn't noticed them until Steve cleared his throwed and she then turned around and found her in a messy bun, with a shirt and some leggings that she had on last day and with puffy eyes. They came closer to her, and he just gave Lena the muffin she would became and took Alina from her and then hugged her so tight and just kissed her forehead. Her head was in his shirt, and she was crying again and so hard, that the chest from him was so wet. He was just saying: I know. I know. Shh, shh everything is fine. They will never in your entire life made you kill somebody on your birthday ever again. I promise you that. Now come on let's get upstairs, there we can talk, and we can cuddle so long, and I will not go away. Natasha left the hug and was going back to Lena's room and Lena took the seat and Alina in it upstairs. When they were, Nat and Steve sat down of the age of the bed, and he then was hugging her again. She wasn't crying anymore, but just lied on him and had her eyes closed and was tired. Lena then asked: Naty, since when your awake? Since 4 or was it 5 am? Said Nat and was rubbing her eyes. Then Steve said: Wow. You must sleep at least until 7 am when you will to stay up all day. How about we sleep a bit before we will celebrate your birthday? She was just responding with: Hmm? And still had her eyes closed and was just lying on his chest and was falling fast asleep. When she was finally sleeping, Steve said: Lena, you can take Alina with you. I can't right now not take care of her because of my snowflake. You all can take care of her please. Lena just nodded and said: Is everything in the bathroom upstairs in your apartment? Yes. Said Steve and then Lena took Alina with her to the others. When she got down to the others where they were playing with Alina, Melina got her food to eat and was feeding her and some of the others were chaining the diaper. Then after an hour Natasha woke up and was so confused and didn't know where Alina is. Then Steve said: Relax she is downstairs with the others. Everything is fine. Happy birthday, by the way. And was kissing her.

Here is a dress, that Lena is insisting that you must wear today. I don't know why but here. said Steve and got up and was giving her the dress. Natasha got first to the bathroom and was showering the sweat of and then put on the dress and found some heals to it and wear them too. Then when she got out Steve was just looking how beautiful she is and just said: Wow, you look so beautiful honey. And came closer and was kissing her long and deep, when she pulled away, she said: Steve, I want my mаленький back. I miss her and she is the only thing I just need. I'm so a bad person, I shouldn't even wear this. ... she was crying again and then just added: I just need my mаленький. At least this is the only think that I have hope that she will not have trauma from any past. ... he was hugging her closely and kissed her forehead and said: You're not a bad person, just the past is with a lot of bad memories that you had to get through and that is the only thing that is bad. No, you are not sweetie and now stop with the tears, you shouldn't cry on your birthday. Especially when there is a surprise waiting for you. So, don't cry anymore. He kissed her again and then said: I will just change and then we will go to our mаленький. Okay. And she just nodded, and he kissed her again and was wiping her tears away with his shirt that he unclosed before he hugged her. When they were going to the others downstairs, when they finally got downstairs and Natasha was holding Alina back in her arms, she just said: Мой маленький ребенок. Мама здесь, и всев порядке. Шшш, шшш. Неплачь больше. (My little baby. Mammy is here and it's fine. Shh, shh. Don't cry anymore.) When she was holding her, she started crying and was hungry, so Natasha sat down on the couch and was feeding her and was humming a song to it. Steve sat down next to her and was putting her hair behind Nat's ear and was kissed her head. Natasha was lying her head on his shoulders and just asked: What kind of surprise you all have for me? It's still a surprise Romanoff, so we will not tell you about it. Said Tony and Nat said back: Fine, I will find out when I see it Stark. Then Nat was paying attention on Alina and was holding her closer so she could eat more. When Alina was full, Nat lied her down on the blanket and was just playing with her. After a half of an hour Wanda asked: So, are your curious what is the big surprise? Nat then looked up and answered: I don't need a big surprise anymore; I have anything that I need. A husband that is always there for me and even supports me, a child that I adore and you guys. My whole family, even though you're not blood related, but still. So, to your question it's okay when I spend more time with you that opening a surprise that you all made. Then Sam said: But we all put so much effort in it and now we must wait to see how actually you happy about it. That's unfair. And Natasha wanted to say something, but Melina said: Just give her time. Not everything has to happen right now. It took her even so long to fall in love with him, break us out and kill Dreykov and bring down the Red Room. So, please don't push her to do it. Let her enjoy the moment.