Hard to Love part 2

In Pain

Natasha was then just then sitting next to Steve and then she was just looking down and the floor and then Steve was looking at her, but she was already crying and was just almost hugging herself but then Steve just came closer and then he was just then hugging her and then he was just saying: I'm sorry. I didn't wanted to make you sad. I didn't wanted to make you cry and sad. Natasha was then still crying, and Steve was just still rubbing her tummy and Natasha was just then smiling at him and when she was just then with him there and then she asked: Where is Alina? She is already in kindergarten. Don't worry. Are you hungry? Said Steve and Natasha was just looking at him and said: Yeah, I'm good. Steve answered and he was going down and Natasha was following and then they were then in the kitchen and then Steve was just making some breakfast for them. Then I was just sitting down to rest, and I then was looking down and just rubbing my tummy and when Steve was just seeing me like this and said: Still hurt? I just nodded and was then just then just still sitting there, and Steve just then was rubbing my back and tummy and he just was then asking: Do you want a hot bottle for your tummy? Yeah please. So it would hurt so bad. Steve said and then he came back with a bottle, so I then was there, and Nat just said: Thank you. He just kissed me and then just said: Get some rest I will be there sitting next to you and just rub your back. I just then lied on his chest her head and just was asleep and I was there and when I woke up Steve was still sitting there and rubbing her back. Then Natasha just smiled and just kissed Steve very passioned and when she pulled and just said: Thank you for staying with me he whole time when I was sleeping. He then just said: You are welcome and just helping out my wife. Then Natasha was then she was standing up and going to the bathroom to throw up and then she came back to the kitchen where she was making some lunch and was making for us, and Steve was just hugging her from behind and was just holding up her belly so she wouldn't be so much in pain.

When she was done and was just putting out the plates for us and then when she sat back down at the couch she looked again exhausted and when she then was just there, and Steve was then just waiting a bit before he had go to pick up Alina and when he did and was coming back and we were eating together and after that Alina wanted to play with Steve and so they did and when so it was getting ate and Natasha was then just got to bed and was just getting sleep and as she did, Steve was still playing with Alina in the back yard and they were having fun. They were playing hours and hours and it was getting late and when they came home Natasha was already making some dinner and when everything was standing at the table and Nat was just then was going sitting at the table and eating together and after that I was just going to bed and Steve was then putting Alina to sleep and Natasha was already sleeping and when she was then having a bad dream when Steve was lying next to her and when Natasha woke up and was just sitting down at the age of the bed and just then she was crying. Then Steve woke up and then he came closer to her and just hugged her and just said: Hey what's wrong. What happened? Nothing just a bad dream. Nat said and was just wiping her tears way and then he asked: Want to tell me about it? Well it was from the future, and we were on a mission and well we got into space, and we were there for a many years and when we came back your kids didn't remember us, and I was so desisted and just sad. Steve was just kissing her and just rubbing her tummy. Then when she was falling back asleep she just was then lying on him and then Steve was just looking at the her and was very worried and just kissed her and then he was going gently up and when he was then calling Clint because he was worried and then he started the conversation and said: Hey Clint, I know it's late but Natasha had a dream and I'm very worried about her and her future and I don't know what to do with her: I'm also scared what will happened and that dream she had was dreaming that we are on a mission and the kids forget us. I have the fair that every time when I go on a mission that something happened to happens to me and I will be not able to be with my family and I can nothing help her. Then Clint said: Well you know that I'm scared too but I try to hide it and I have some savings up. Like I have already made my will and I have also a family account and the money that I have is saved on my account and there is a lot more money on it then on the other account and saved my money that I spend are pennies from that I have saved. So try to be supportive and try to hide that fear and just live your life with her and your family okay. And it's really late and I would like to go back to sleep.

Okay, thank you for that the tap talk I will let you go back to sleep. Have a sleep myself with my wonderful life. Steve said and then Steve ended the conversation and he just then lied to Natasha and when he was there with her and then he just kissed her and just was rubbing her tummy and back and after a while she just opened her eyes and just said: Where were you? Nowhere snowflake. I just was just in the bathroom. Then Nat just cuddled to him and just closed back her eyes and then she just kissed his cheek and then she just said: I love you and could you please rub my back. Pretty please. Then Steve then just then kissed her forehead and just said: I will but just sleep snowflake. I just will that. just sleep. Steve said and he was then just rubbing her back and she was just falling asleep, and he was doing hat too with her in the embrace and hugging her tightly, so he was protecting her. When it was morning, and they woke up and it was weekend and still early so Steve then just decided to get up to make some food and he was making some sandwiches and some eggs and some tea and for him and Alina some smoothies. He was still doing that food when Alina was coming down and she was very happy to see Steve in the kitchen. So she just rubbed to him to hug him tightly, he just smiled and then he just asked: How did you sleep маленький ?(little one) I slept well daddy but now I'm hungry. That's good because I made us some smoothies and eggs and a cheese sandwich. So just sit down it will be served in a minute. Steve said then just was making it ready and then he just put two plates down and then they were eating together. After they both where done Steve was just putting the plates in the dishwasher and after that he was going back to Natasha, he found her still sleeping so he just lied to her so he could rub her back and just kiss her head and kiss hen they were there a bit, and she did wake up she just smiled and said: Morning. Morning. Steve said by looking at her and just asked: How are you feeling? Exhausted and just want to have that baby lying next to me and everything still hurts so much. Hey it's okay. I know you have to get through a lot of pain but I'm here to help you. Should I massage you? Natasha just nodded and when Steve was doing that he just asked: Are you hungry? Not jet. More felling to throw up. Natasha said and he just said: It's just morning sickness as always. Come here. He was sitting her in his lap and then he was just still rubbing her and before that he asked her: Can I kiss your tummy? It's our tummy since I have our baby inside it and since we are married. He just smiled and said: So my body is your body too and the same with your body? Steve asked and Natasha just answered: Yeah. So now you can kiss our tummy. He was doing that and after a while of just sitting there Natasha felled so dizzy that she was just going to the bathroom and sat by the toilet and was throwing up.