Hard to Love part 2

Telling Steve

When she woke up it was 9 am and the kids and Laura were already up and Natasha just washed herself, throw up and dressed her in other clothes. Then she came upstairs she just made herself a tea and then sat down on the table and was looking at the paper. It was a drawn picture from Alina and Lila for Natasha. When she drunk it all off, she sat down on the couch and there was Laura separating the clothes. She then said: Morning sleepyhead. I think that now are not tired anymore. Where are the kids? Asked Nat and Laura answered: There upstairs or outside. I don't know exactly but they are playing together that what is important. So, now can I see the big belly or what? Sure. Said Natasha and was putting the shirt a bit up and Laura show it and in that moment Alina and Lila came inside and Alina hurt herself when Lila was showing her how she was shouting with an arrow and Alina and a hurt on her thumb. Natasha just a bit of blood on her left hand and stand up to her. When she came to Lina and took her and carried her to the kitchen were Nat put her down on the kitchen conner and was putting alcohol on it and then a pavement on the wound. Then Natasha put her down and said: You tow must carefully with the arrows if you play it with those around young cousins okay Lila? Fine Aunty Nat. said Lila and then Laura asked: How do you know that it came from the arrows? It's just because I know how it looks like because I cut myself a lot with those. Said Nat and was throwing at the trash away. Then she sat back down on the couch and then Laura had an idea: How about we do a little fun today. Like what? Asked Nat and Laura answered: Shopping for the baby? Okay we are on. Said Nat and was going to take her money and when they were ready, they got outside, and Laura yelled: Kids we will go for an adventure we are going shopping. Yey. They were saying and were putting the arrows away and then got into the car.

When they were inside the mall, they were going inside a lot of stores with baby clothes and toys and some clothes for woman and children. When they were done each of the children became some ice cream and they got home, and everybody got to bed. Meanwhile Steve came back from the train room and find the letter and then he sleeps a bit because he was almost the whole night fighting. And then he took some clothes and food and drove to Clint's home it was a long drive, and he was driving and drinking coffee and listening to music. When he finally got there, it was early in the morning. He knocked at the door, but nobody answered and then he was sleeping outside on the sub-grade and when finally, Laura and the kids woke up and Alina found him sleeping here she sat on him, and he woke up and said: Morning mаленький. And then sat up and put her in his lap when Laura came outside, she saw him and said: Wow what a surprise, didn't imagine you would show up, but come inside. You slept outside you must be cold want tea or coffee? Coffee would be great Laura thank you. Do you know where Natasha is? Asked Steve was standing up and going with her inside and Alina was going to the other kids, and they are playing. Laura was making food and coffee for them and answered: She is still sleeping downstairs. She will wake up at around 9 or 10 am, the earliest. Some food? Steve just nodded and was drinking the coffee she made and when she drunk the coffee and eat the food he came downstairs to Natasha and saw her room. It was messy, the bags from last day were still standing there, the clothes were lying around the floor, and he was taking them from the floor and put it on the couch and then Nat said: Clint, stop that. I can do if on my own. Just let me sleep. Steve sat on the age of the bed, and she turned around her head and looked at him and realized it wasn't Clint but Steve. When she sat up and was scared and he just said: Hey, don't be scared. It's me I drove here after I read your letter. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have yelled, but I was disappointed in you and mad, so I wanted to box. I'm sorry that I scared you.

Natasha was looking at him and was sitting: No, you don't scared me but... I must tell you something important. I'm... What? Asked Steve and Natasha answered: I'm pregnant again and I'm in the fifth mount of it. And uncovered the blanked and he saw it and then he stands up again and said: What? Why didn't you tell me? I have the right to know if it's my child. So, why didn't you tell me? You had so much to do, and you were so tired every day when you came back from work, and you just were tired, and I didn't wanted to be the reason for adding more work on you. Said Natasha and then he said: So, that's why you wear all the time my clothes and had covered your belly? She just nodded and he was then hugging her, and she was hugging then him and he kissed her tummy and after that she got up and was going to the bathroom and was throwing up. After that when she returned, and she lied down back to bed, and he was still waiting there for her. She lied back down next to him and was already rubbing her back and he said: I will be protect you and safe that you are okay. I will be protect and take care all off you all of you three here. Said Steve and she lied back down on him, and he was still rubbing her back and she was just lying there and when they were just lying there, she felled back asleep on him so he stayed there and couldn't move. When she finally woke up and she looked up to him and just smiled at him and he kissed her forehead and then she asked him: Do we want to do now? Steve looked at her and then said by kissing her: We will do something we didn't do in a long time.

He then just was kissing Natasha down from her neck to her tummy and when Alina came running inside and was yelling: Daddy, daddy look. He looked up and stopped kissing Nat and that she moaned, and Nat was then looking up with a sad confused face. Steve was looking at the picture what she made and then after he was looking closer and then said: It's beautiful sweetie. Do you want to give mommy and daddy some privacy? Alina just nodded and was going back upstairs and when they were alone and Steve, he came back to kissing the tummy back and she was moaning and when he was down by the panties, he was just kissing it and she was already wet. Then he came inside her, and they were making love alone and she was moaning and groaning and when she finally came, he lied down next to her, and she was then cuddling with him, and she somehow fell asleep next to him and when she woke up, they were in a car, and he was driving, and it was dark outside. She then was rubbing her eyes and asked then: Steve... where are we? Hey, sleeping head, we are in your car. We are driving back home, and you were so sweet sleeping, and I just couldn't wake you up. So, I carried you inside and now we are very close by NYC. So, just try to relax and when we get home, we can spend some time together okay? Natasha just nodded and was lying on the seat comfortably and when they were there Steve carried Alina to her bed. When Nat was still going upstairs to the couch he came to her and was taking it from her and was carrying it upstairs and when he was going upstairs and when he had put it down he was going back on the place when he was picking Natasha up and was carrying her upstairs and when they were at the bedroom he lied her down and then he was kissing her a bit and then after they were lying he fell asleep and Natasha wasn't tired so she got downstairs and was first cleaning a bit then she was reading her book to the end and then she remembered when she was in the Red Room and every night she was alone and everyone where picking on her. So, when she was thinking about it their tears were running down her face. After few hours she stopped and got downstairs to the train room and was dancing in secret and every time she wanted to make a pirouette, she was feeling dizzy and was going to the bathroom to throw up. After that she was dancing again and again until it was morning, and she was lying on the floor just dressed how she was, and her eyes closed. She fell asleep and when Steve woke up in the morning and didn't found Natasha. So, he got down and thought that she was lying on the couch, but she wasn't there and then he was going downstairs and didn't found her there and he got down to the train room and there she was lying on the floor and had feet were bleating and she was lying on a towel, and she was sweating, and she was looking like she was crying. He then was taking her and carried her to the couch in their apartment and when Nat woke up right when Steve wanted to lied on the couch. Natasha sat down and she wasn't looking good.