Hard to Love part 2

Forgiving/ Bad night

After hours he got back upstairs to try back apologizing to her, but just found her and Alina sleeping on their bed and Nat was hugging her tightly and he just covered them with a blanket. Then he was making food so when she woke up, she wasn't hungry and didn't eat junk food instead. When he was done, he got back down and the others were up and got to Sam and asked him for advice: I think that the last nights kiss that I had with Sharon made Nat upset, because I had accidentally sent her a video that some of you guys did. And not she is mad at me and was crying. Now I don't know what to do. She is so sad, what should I do know? How about you talk about it and then try to convince her that she is wrong. Or try to show her that your still lover her. Said Sam. Steve was thinking about all the things Sam just said: Okay, I will show her that I love her. Then he got to her upstairs and found her there with Alina on the floor back again but this time she was still crying and had Alina was holding her finder in her hands. Steve lied down next to her and wanted to hug her, but he kissed her cheek first and whispered: I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. It was an accident; I didn't mean to do it. Please. Just go. Steve just go. Said Nat and he got up then and she was still crying. She then got upstairs and got inside their bedroom again. She was first feeding her and then just took care of her and then she took her ballet shoes and keys of the car. She got down to the garage and took out a set for Alina and put her inside.

Then he got downstairs to the train room and put on her ballet shoes on and was dancing without music. Alina was just lying in her seat and wasn't crying. She danced almost two hours until Alina was crying. So, she took her out and was dancing with her. After an hour she sat down on the floor and was feeding her there with her ballet shoes still on and the big shirt and some leggings. When she feeding Alina, she tried to get up but was so weak and exhausted and just wanted to sleep. Steve found her sitting there with Alina and had her in her arms. He got closer to her and hugged her and sat down next to her. Steve then meant: Sweetie, I'm so sorry. Here I have a video from Stark that he had recorded last night. Here see for yourself. He played that video, and it was revealing that they were all in a group true or dare and Tony made a dare to kiss him his ex-girlfriend. He did it and after that he drunk some alcohol again and then they played again and after 30 minutes they stopped. He got up and got some water and drunk it. They he sat back down, and they were just talking then and free hours they finally fell asleep. He then said: See it was a dare. Somebody dared me to do it, so please forgive me. Please. She didn't answer he just took from her Alina and saw that she had her eyes closed and he whispered to her ear: Возлюбленная (Sweetheart), how much sleep did you have last night or even today? She didn't answer him again and he just answered himself: Not much I guess, since you're sleeping. He kissed her hair and first and then put Alina in the seat and took Nat bridle style and carried her upstairs to their bedroom and lied her down on it. Then he took her out and was playing with her and then he was holding her and just kissed her forehead. He was taking good care of her and when Nat finally got down and was still sleepy, but was hungry, so he was still holding her and just saw Nat and he then asks: Are your still tired? She just nodded and then said with her low voice: I'm hungry. He came closer to her and said: I made you food. There. He showed that and said: I made it for you, and you must forgive me since it was a dare. Please, I still love you. So much. The talk you had with Alina, and I heard that what you said. You said that I don't love you anymore, but it is not true. I love you so much you don't even know. You're my everything, please. He lied Alina on the blanket and came back and was hugging her and kissed her head. She turned around and was just crying and he kissed her forehead and she said: I'm sorry. So sorry. Shh, shh. It's fine. Said Steve.

He was hugging her tightly and she was still crying and when he left the hug and came to sit in the couch, and she followed him, and he cuddled with him. When she wasn't crying anymore, he said: It's fine just forgiven me. She just nodded and he kissed her on her lips and when he pulled away because Alina was crying. Nat came to her and took her and just said: Mommy and daddy are here. Everything is fine. He was holding Alina under Natasha's arms and she was lying on her wait on his body and was holding her also. It was getting late, and Nat was still tired, so she got up and was first washing Alina and herself and when she came to bed Steve washed himself too. When they all where clean and fresh, she lied on his chest and just closed her eyes while still feeding Alina on her chest. When Alina was full, Nat sat up and waited until she got to sleep. When Alina was sleeping, Natasha lied back down on his chest, and he kissed her cheek and Alina head and just said: good night. And I'm still sorry for that what I did. Nat just said: Don't, someone dared you and you did it. She had closed her eyes and was making herself on his chest comfortable as possible. In the night they had to wake up a few times and the charred the times. But when Nat woke up at 4 am because Alina was crying, she feed her and put her back to sleep. She tried to go back to sleep too but didn't because every time she closes her eyes, she had a bad memory in her mind. It was one from the Red Room when she came back from the mission, and she didn't bring James back with her. Then she was toured and she instead of sleeping got up and took her ballet shoes and was dancing downstairs in the train room. She didn't wake up Steve because he was also tired from the waking up at night. She was dancing through her pain and was crying. Meanwhile Steve was still sleeping and didn't notice that she wasn't here anymore. But when Alina woke up and Steve wanted to sleep and said: Tasha is your turn. He didn't hear anything, and Alina was still crying. So, he got up and was calming her down and while he was doing it, he noticed that the ballet shoes were not there anymore.