Mini Leclerc ~ Charles Leclerc

Baby Shower

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Max Fewtrell= Max (F)

"I'm not really sure if I trust you to not ruin the surprise" I said to Lando as I handed him the letter with the gender of my baby inside. I wanted to find out what gender my baby was at the appointment, but Lando and Max (F) were determined to throw me a gender reveal party and obviously Arthur wanted that too. "When do I ever ruin anything?" we all laughed. "Remember that time I told you I had a girlfriend and then you went and told everyone, even when I asked you not to?" max said. "That was years ago! I'm not like that anymore" I personally don't care if he was to ruin the surprise, but it seems to be important for everyone else so I'm putting all of my trust in Lando. Max hits Lando's chest with the back of his hand "let's go back to ours so that we can start to plan the baby shower" Lando picks up his bag and they both say goodbye to me and Arthur.

"so are you at least a little bit excited?" "No" I try to control the slide of my lips, trying not to smile as Arthur questions me. "I see that smile Nathalie, you are excited" I finally cave and laugh. It's not that I'm not excited it just feels like something is missing, or someone but I'm not sure who. "I guess it is exciting, I'll be able to narrow down my baby names" As I mention that Arthur gets his phone out and I see him open his notes app. Its locked so he enters a password, and he starts to read something out. "Speaking of baby names I've written down a few, Phillip, Marcus, Ant..." "Arthur I'm not naming my child Phillip, that's a dads name" he laughs but I'm being serious. "Maybe ill just send you the list to look over" he copies the long ass list of girls and boys' names and he sends them to me on messages. "Lando just texted me asking how many people are coming to the party" Arthur says looking up at me, waiting for a response. This is what is bothering me, I'm 7 Months pregnant now and only 4 people know about my pregnancy. It's not exactly going to be much of a party if it's only going to be 5 of us there. "Just tell him I'll get back to him about the guest list" Arthur looks at me for another few seconds unsure of what I meant by that, like I've been keeping who I've told about it a secret. But that's not the case, because I tell him everything.

Over the past month I guess I have been feeling more guilty about not telling Charles. But why should i when he left? I could just be overthinking, he might have just started to hate me and realised he loved charlotte more. Arthur says there has to be more to it, that Charles was completely in love with me before the breakup, but I don't want to give myself hope. He broke my heart, and I could never forgive him for putting me into such a dark place in my life during that time. That's mainly the reason for my decision not to tell him, because I don't want him to decide one day he just doesn't want to be in the baby's life. 

"What's on your mind?" Arthur says, taking a seat next to me on the couch. I may have said I tell him everything, but this is one thing I don't want to tell him, Charles is his brother and it would be unfair. So, I decide to come clean about the other thing that I've been thinking about a lot. "I think I should tell Christian about the baby" Arthur chokes on his drink. "you, okay?" I ask as he puts his drink down on the table. "I thought you were just going to wait until the baby was born?" "I know but I think the baby should be surrounded by family when its born and I think he'll need time to process the information before I give birth" Arthur looks at me confused. He knows I don't have the best relationship with my dad, but that shouldn't stop him from having the chance to show how he's changed and maybe wants to be in his grandchild's life.