Deftones.

Deftones prt.8

You woke up in Chino's arms and you slowly got up in pain. You lifted your shirt up and saw blood bleeding through your shirt you grabbed napkins on the side of the desk and cleaned up a little you pushed your shirt back down and went back into Chino's arms and hugged him you felt tears forming in your eyes you slowly closed your eyes and hugged Chino tighter then slowly fell asleep in his arms again.
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You woke up breathing hard again. Chino was awake with an arm around you and looked at you "y/n are you okay..?" You nodded and stayed in the same spot and you felt tears run down your face because you didn't know what was wrong with you. You cried hard because you loved Chi and everything you thought of was him kissing that damn girl. Chino put his hand on your waist and pulled you down with him and he kissed your cheek and said "everything will be okay, im gonna be with you forever okay? Don't give up y/n your perfect the way you are, you are so amazing to me and i love you so so much y/n you are beautiful and everything anyone could ever want." You looked at him and said "i-i love y-you" he smiled at you and said "i love you more" and hugged you tight you laid in his arms feeling loved again. You left your head in his chest.
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A FEW DAYS LATER.
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You were slightly getting better you had break downs and panic attacks but you slowly were getting better with Chino. You were numb but Chino was always there whenever you needed him. You woke up feeling your stomach ache. You then realized how long it's been since you ate. It's been almost a month Chino woke up to your movement and asked what's wrong you said "i don't k-know my stomach is hurting really b-bad and my head is hurting so b-bad" Chino looked at you and said "when did you last eat i know you haven't eaten the days I've been here which was almost already a month did you at least eat breakfast when um Chi.. yk..?" You said no slowly with a shaky voice and Chino said "you need to eat Y/n before it gets worse." You nodded and fell back down on the bed and hugged Chino because you were gonna cry again. After your break down Chino kissed your head and hugged you hard again then said "what do you wanna eat I'll go get some food" slowly sitting up and had your hand in his hand "i don't k-know can y-you pick..?" You said He nodded and said "are you sure you'll be okay? And this time do you pinky promise to not hurt yourself again" you nodded and gave him your pinky and promised him. Then he got up and took your car keys and went to buy food and you started breaking down again sobbing uncontrollably because you missed Chi and you were just heartbroken and you tried thinking of other things but all you could see was him kissing the other girl. You cried and cried you hugged yourself but you kept crying you couldn't do it anymore you were breaking down and it didn't go away you cried so hard you felt your head pounding but you couldn't stop crying you were heartbroken. You lost so much motivation and Chino knew you did. But he knew you were strong so he wasn't gonna leave your side.
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Chino got back and saw your tear stained cheeks and your red puffy eyes he put the food on your bed and grabbed your face and kissed your forehead and hugged you tight and said "are you ready to eat?" You nodded but Chino looked at your arms and looked at your thighs and pulled your shirt up a little and didn't see any blood or anything. He smiled and kissed your head then pulled some of the food out and you slowly sat up and Chino grabbed the food and put it in your lap "are you ready?" He said again you nodded and he gave you a fork but you were to weak to pick it up you were to weak for everything. Chino sat besides you and grabbed the fork and fed you like a baby but at least you were eating. After a few minutes you got full and you told Chino and he put your food back in the bag and he ate his food too. He ate well he fed you. Then he put the food somewhere and grabbed you some new clothes and put them on. Then he grabbed the remote and put something on then he took off his shoes and got in your bed putting his arms around you and you slowly fell asleep again then 2-3 hours Chino woke you up. "Y/n do you think your ready to shower or do you think you can.?" You spoke slowly with your shaky voice "n-no not a-alone i think there's something w-wrong with me i-I've gotten so weak." Chino grabbed your face again "no y/n that isn't true your just hurt really bad. If you want.. i can shower with you.?" You nodded and Chino already seen you half naked he has seen you in your underwear and your bra.. you've only seen him shirtless. Chino slowly pulled off your shirt and your shorts then he took off his shirt and pants.
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He walked you both to the bathroom and turned on the water. Not to cool or not to hot then he unbuckled your bra as it dropped down. He stared then he slowly pulled down your underwear and then he pulled down his.. then he grabbed you holding you tight then he got you both in the shower the water hitting both of your bodies then you two just hugged in the shower letting the water sink on both of you. He then started putting shampoo in your hair holding you with one arm and the other putting the shampoo in your hair and you just let him do what he did well you hugged him, he then put some in his hair. Then you both washed it out and then he grabbed a rag and put some soap on it and started rubbing it on your chest and then everywhere then he grabbed a different rag he got under the sink and started cleaning himself then he slowly let you go so he could finish then you both washed the soap off and then you hugged him and you both stayed under the water for a bit. Hugging with Chino's head on your shoulder and his hands around your waist. Then you both got out Chino grabbed you a towel and grabbed him one you both were wrapped in towels he then placed you back on your bed and then he dried himself and changed in some comfortable clothes then he grabbed you a long black sleeve and some pjs and you slowly put the shirt on and Chino smiled seeing how better you were getting he then slipped your pants on but you already had your bra and underwear on then he kissed your forehead and hugged you. You felt so much better after you ate and showered. Chino got back in bed with you and cuddled you and kissed your head and forehead again then he put something on so he could fall asleep, you fell asleep in his arms and he kissed your head and when he did this time he felt something.
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CHINOS POV
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After showering with y/n something changed. I've never been so close with her and when i just kissed her head... i felt something for her. Fuck man what is Chi gonna think i can't leave her either i need to stay with her until she gets better. Whatever his the one who cheated on her and broke her. I can like her if i want. Shit i need more clothes. I'll get some tomorrow im just gonna focus on y/n for now. I kissed her head again and hugged her tighter i feel so bad for her im glad im here for her. I slowly fell asleep with her.
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THE END.
AHHH DO YOU GUYS LIKE IT!?? IDK HOW IM DOING AND IM SORRY IF I SPELL WRONG A LOT 😭😭😭 also we love Chi and Chino we love everyone!! Be ready for next chapter:>

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