You sobbed in Chi's arms and allowed him to hug you and just overall let him touch you. You cried into his arms hurting badly you couldn't believe Chino what he said what happened and why it happened. You pulled away from Chi and ask"can we go to my room p-please" you asked and he nodded taking the key out of your pocket and getting into your room that you shared with Chino you fell back into Chi's arms and bawled your eyes out wondering what you did that made Chino change like that. You sobbed into Chi's arms hugging him harder then you could. You felt as if you weren't allowed to be here after losing Chino he showed you everything you wanted to see he gave you the world but of course you had to fuck that up right!
CHINOS POV I stormed out of that goddamn apartment with Stephen and Abe following behind me trying to catch up to me. "Chino yo wait we have to go on tour in like 1 or 2 hours don't do this man!" Chino heard Abe yell "fuck this im done with everything." Chino said to Abe "just sit down for a minute please" Abe said getting to me. I sat down on the sidewalk looking away to avoid eye contact trying to hide that i was obviously crying "she was everything man i don't know what i was thinking i wasn't thinking straight she won't even forgive me! She's gonna shoot up drugs again shes gonna loose herself without me but man!" I said throwing my arms around. "I understand Chino but-" Abe tried saying "no Abe you don't understand i loved her more then anything she was my world. The whole that filled up the loneliness i felt. She showed me the world she gave me the world she was always there man" i said pulling my legs up to my face wrapping my arms around them. "I loved her more then anything" i said in a whisper "you can't let her make us mis this tour over 2000 people are gonna be there Chino" Abe said to me as he rubbed his hand on my back "i would apologize yo" Stephen said lighting up some weed i got up and walked back to the hotel as they clammed me down. Walking up to our rooms i went into the guys room first where i saw no y/n and Chi which made my heart drop.
Y/NS POV I let my tears fall out of my eyes on Chi's shoulder as he sat his arms on my waist and had me as close as he possibly could get me to be too him. Chi let me cry into his shoulder until we heard the door unlock and saw Chino walk in. I looked up snd saw him looking away. He looked at Chi or something because Chi rubbed my back and hugged me tightly before letting me go and walking out the door closing it slightly i looked away from Chino making my way towards the bed laying down and curling up into a ball sobbing quietly but it was loud enough for Chino to hear "im so sorry baby" Chino said rubbing your back you didn't move or say anything. He pulled you up with his arms and hugged you tightly but not tight enough to heal you in that moment you cried as you arms were on the bed cuz you didn't wrap them around Chino you just cried as he held your head into his chest. "I love you more then anything." Chino said his heart broke as he felt your tears fall onto his chest. You accepted it and wrapped your arms around him. You felt weak. Hurt. And numb in that moment. You pulling away looking towards the time reading 7:15pm "shouldn't you guys... head over to the place?" You asked looking at Chino "im not leaving you here alone your going with us" Chino said and he got up fixing himself you were still hurt but you had to stop crying. You had too. "Cmon" he said pulling you into the guys room "we gotta go!" Chino yelled and they fixed themselves up before heading out the door he stopped in his tracks and waited for you to catch up to him he then wrapped his arm around you and you all walked out to the car Chino wanted to drive up Stephen took up front and Chi and Abe in the back there was no space for you. (They bought a mini van cuz they didn't know if you were finna come or want to come) "can someone else drive? Please?" Chino asked looking around "sorry man we all had something to drink before.." Stephen spoke up as Abe and Chi nodded "why the fuck would yall do th-" Chino was about to say before he got cut off by Abe "you can't say shit yo! You went on the stage high and drunk out of your mind before!" Abe said laughing and Chi chuckled "we're gonna be late" Chino said in a annoyed tone "just sit in.. um. Abe's or Stephen's" Chino said obviously jealous. "Whats wrong with mine" Chi asked making Chino sigh not wanting to argue. You walked over to Abe's side and sat on his lap "you okay.. am i hurting you?" You asked softly "n-no not at all your okay im okay." Abe said struggling getting his words out. "Don't get any ideas little white boy" Chino said annoyed. Abe wrapped his arms around your waist which made Chino more jealous he kept looking over at you too but you two weren't doing anything. "We're here." Chino said parking the car and getting out opening the door pulling you off of Abe the rest of the guys getting out of the car you giggled to yourself "time to let these demons out." Chino said...
___________________________ I have to stop right here im sorry i havent been posting. The worse happened bru like seriously. But maybe a chapter tmr im sorry guys like seriously i didn't mean to pull a bitch move like that. Also a big happy birthday to Chino. Influenced me and a lot of people his music saved my life. And white pony<3 chino turned 50 and white pont turned 23<33! N ima start putting names on these chapters 😭
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