*Amelia's p.o.v.*
I'm currently sitting in my room, with every single light turned off, and sad music yelling through my headphones, a cup if green tea in my hand. I had been thinking, over thinking...
A tear slips down my face, as I recall everything Cammie had said.... "watch it freak!" Her familiar hissing voice screams in my head, I recall when we were out in public and I had started to get nervous due to the crowd of people surrounding us, the walls had started to close in, and not knowing what else to do I clutched onto her hand... this is when I started to see changes in cammie... "woah,calm your anxiety or whatever the hell it is" she sneered sneaking out of my grip and pushing me closer to the crowd,I remember thinking... asking myself "what the hell happened to her..." I didn't tell anyone. But I can't stop thinking if how she laughed even when I confided in her wi th everything, about how u wanted to kill myself when I was at the mere age of 11,how I used to hurt myself to take away the hurt...
I pull my head into my knees and begin to cry, I am physically and emotionally tired, I can feel my heart breaking into a million pieces and my breathing becomes shallow with each quit sob I let out. I begin to rock back and forth and I feel shaky.
I'm so lost in my own little world of sadness that I don't notice sometime else is in my room with me until I feel a strong ark wrap around me and pull me close,a kiss is pressed to my forehead, and I recognize the familiar scent of mint. "I think I'm getting bad again " I whisper.
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I have never related to a chapter more than I have related to this right now... Fuck.
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My brothers best friend (luke hemmings)
Hayran KurguAmelia Hood, sister of Calum Hood, tall, blonde, a little curvy and very very shy. She's always had the biggest crush on a certain blonde Australian boy, but will things turn out her way, or will she always just be his best friends sister? (TRIGG...
