My brothers best friend (luke hemmings)

Chapter 1

HEYY GUYYS .... Lol yeah yeah I know another luke fanfiction but I just can't help myself he's so cute! Lol this is all my writing so any stories seming similar are are just a coincidence. Sorry for typos and stuff idk okay I just idk!

Enjoy babes!

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TRIGGER WARNING!

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*flashback*

Tears flooded onto my bed as I sat there the exacto knife in my right hand as I pressed it into my skin a thick red liquid seeping through. It was Christmas Eve, and 11 year old me decided that I'd finally had enough and needed some sort of release.

A few years later, 13 year old me decided that I had had enough, after all the stress being out on me, I couldn't take it anymore. I reached for the pills, and swallowed every one, after running a bath and hopping to it. I cut all of my pain away till I was almost unconscious, my mum frantically ran into the bathroom after I hadn't answered her knocking as I was to drugged to respond. I ended up in the hospital, not only hurting myself but the ones I love.

"Miss hood, Miss hood, AMELIA" my teacher yelled snapping me out if my trance as I realized a few tears beginning to trickle down my cheeks. My brother Calum looked over at me worriedly. "Yes" I mumbled, did I also mention that I had sever anxiety, and ik was depressed. "Answer to question 10" she asked not even caring to know if I was okay. "Um...." I began having a mini heart attack as everyone stared at me waiting for the answer "42" I answered looking at my paper, I suck at math,like I'm really really bad. "No" she said blandly sighing as she mumbled something to herself, probably about how stupid I was. I slammed my head onto my desk hiding my face,until class was over. I got up grabbing my books,and walking swiftly out of class. I felt a light tap on my shoulder and turned to see my brother standing there. I swear we were complete opposites, I had crystal blue eyes, blonde hair and faire skin, not to mention I was taller than him. He had dark hair, tan skin and dark brown eyes. People often didn't believe we were brother and sister which is understandable because as you can tell we look nothing alike. "What was up with you in class today, bee" he asked, everyone called me bee. "Nothing, I have to get to English now see you later" I mumbled and made my way to my next class. The first half of the day dragged on and on and on, until it was finally lunch time. I grabbed an apple from my bag and sat at my usual table, waiting for my brother and his 3 idiot friends to show up. I opened my English and math book and started on whatever homework I had, finishing the English in a heartbeat, I had a little more trouble with the math but finished it finally, not even taking a bite from my apple. I slipped it back I to my bag not bothering, "hey bee" I heard 4 boys say in sync. "Hey" I mumbled back looking up, the blonde boy, Luke Hemmings, who I have had a crush on forever catching my eye, as I quickly looked down, my hands suddenly becoming very interesting. "How was your first half of the day" Ashton Irwin, one of my brothers good friends smiled, "the same as always" I replied sighing. "Oh" he mumbled awkwardly, "well, I better get going guys, nice talking for a while" I said walking away before they could question if I had eaten.

I walked to the bathroom, slamming the stall door, completely breaking down. I threw my hands to my face as I lay down on the stalk floor my body immediately bringing my knees up to my stomach whilst I sob as quietly as possible. I tug at my hair, trying to resist the urge to open my previous wounds and make new ones. I finally caved grabbing the spare blade stored in my front pocket of my backpack escaping its jail with the help of me. I slid it across my fragile skin with force quickly making slits down to the inside of my elbow before realizing I had gone to far up. I curse at myself as I walk out fixing my makeup and hair, cleaning the wounds. I walk out to se there is still nobody in the halls as I slide down the wall on to my bum. My head goes into my knees, I. Such a screw up, such a freaking screw up, I hate myself, I hate myself. Those three words replay in my head, I hate myself, I hate myself. "Hey there stranger" a voice softly said, I looked up to see a purple haired boy with an eyebrow ring staring down at me "hey mikey" I said looking down, "cal wanted to come check on you but I let him stay cause I wanted to chat, haven't done that in a while" he smiled at me "so..." I said not really up for a conversation "so... How's music going,I hear you've been exploring the wonderful world of guitar now" "yeah, it's great I'm in my third lesson an I have started songs so, yeah everything's good' I smiled weakly "hey, hey what's wrong bee" he asked concerned "nothing, listen Mikey I have to get to class" I said giving him a quick hug before getting up and heading out of the building deciding to skip the rest of classes saying I was sick and going home. I walked out leaving the car for cal, walking the Half hour walk it took to get home. I plugged in my headphones and blasted All Time Low, deciding to play "Weightless" my favourite song on repeat. I continued walking the three stupid words still stuck in my head as I made my way onto my front step opening my door and running up to my bedroom. I decided to take a nap, try to forget for a while. I changed into a large pair of sweats and a big comfy sweater. I climbed into bed and drifted off to sleep.

*in dream land*

I open my eyes and see I'm in a very familiar place. My school hallway? I look over at the walls, and all of a sudden picture of me appear, words are written on them that at first I can't see become clear, cow, stupid, fat, ugly, worthless, kill yourself, freak, emo, I hate her, dork, geek, nerd, annoying, waste, and so many many more. I look to my left and all of a sudden I am surrounded by a sea of people, until I realize their all multiples if luke, calum, Ashton and Michael all shouting hurtful things like, "nobody loves you. I hate you" and "just kill yourself already" they were all getting closer and closers words getting louder as they approached me with each step. All of a sudden I was back to my younger happier self as I ran around with friends giggling in the process, my best friends mouth opened, "I have always hated you, you're ugly and stupid and worthless" not what I was expecting to hear, she continued "I hate you so much, I was only using you" "but you said you'd always be there for me, you'd never leave my side!" I screamed but she just laughed. Who knew 6 year olds could be so cruel.

I woke up, thoughts of that dream flowing into my mind. That's when I decided this is the end of Amelia Zoe Hood.