My brothers best friend (luke hemmings)

Chapter 8

TRIGGER WARNING!
Amelia's P.O.V.}
*two weeks later*
I can't do this anymore. I can't I can't I can't. I'm done. I have no one. That stupid little Cammy has taken my brother away, Luke is who the hell knows where and my convos with the other boys have stopped. I'm done.
I walked into my room. Grabbing my old buddy and favourite friend. I slid the blade across my wrist putting much force on it. Grabbing some bandages I carefully washed out the new wounds and bandaged them. I then decided to go for a nice walk to just clear my mind.
I walked past the bridge, reminding me of when my crush on Luke had really began to develop. him an my brother had just become good friends, He was over at my house constantly, always there and that didn't help my crush. it was nearing the end of the school year all of us about to graduate grade eight. Now back then I have to say he looked a little like a potato but he was a cute potato , and puberty hit that boy like a freaking transport truck entirely made out of steel bricks. So in grade 9 my crush started to grow and grow and grow. Until it was a full blown "OH MY GOD GET OUT OF MY MIND" crush.
I felt a tear slip down my cheek as I slid down onto the sidewalk and proceeded to just cry. Luckily no one was there because then I would look like a total idiot and it just felt SO good to just cry.
With my head buried into my knees mascara ran down my face. "I HATE MY LIFE, I HATE MYSELF, I JUST WANT TO DIE" I screamed over and over. The tears didn't seem to stop as rain began to pour down on me my clothes soon being soaked with the cold rain. The winds whistled a rough tune as they wrapped around my already shivering body.
I continued crying and screaming until I heard a familiar voice call my name.
"Luke? "
{Luke's P.O.V.}
I was walking down to get my LOVELY girlfriend (note the sarcasm) a pumpkin spice latte from Starbucks and was ordered to not come back until I got it for her. I began to make my way down the street to the local Starbucks and it begins to rain. I don't mean sprinkle I mean pour, it was literally teaming.
As I was approaching the bridge I heard the cry of a familiar voice screaming "I HATE MY LIFE, I HATE MYSELF, I JUST WANT TO DIE" Amelia? No it can't be... Could it? I decided to continue to walk near the sounds of the screaming as the words became louder and more heartbreaking until I saw her. The most beautiful girl in the world, her long blonde hair cascaded down her back, a little bit messy but still perfect, her makeup was running down her face, black smudged streaks if mascara covering her cheeks and she still looked ravishing. "AMELIA!" I screeched, her head turned to me, fresh tears automatically coming down her face.
I trotted over and sat by her, reaching out and trying to cradle her in my arms before she smacked them away releasing a bitter laugh. "Oh luke, how nice to see you, I mean it isn't like I have been trying to call your or text you or anything. Did you know how much I needed you? My brother hasn't talked to me in weeks because of his new girlfriend. Michael and Ashton, hell it's like I don't even know them anymore. My mom and dad are gone, and so were you. I have NO ONE! But it's okay, I have become accustomed to being alone after this little while, the feeling of stupidity, worthlessness and guilt go away after a short time and hen you're just numb. Luke, I loved you, and you left. You left." The words felt like poison seeping into my ears, the tears seemed to scratch at the back of my eye lids each incision stinging horribly until I finally broke down. A tear slipped down my face as she got up, and I grabbed her arm revealing her scarred wrists, I did this.
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AND BA DA DAHH HERE IS YOUR CHAPTER NINE AND I WRITE THIS AS IM PUKING MY GUTS OUT ALL DAY AND WAITING TO GET CHECKED FOR A CONCUSSION SO I HAD SOME FREE TIEM AND I HAVE HAD SO MUCH SHIT TO DO GUYS LIKE ACTUALLY I HAVE A 6 MINUTE SLEECH WITH A POWERPOINT PRESENTATION TO GO WITH THE SPEECH DUE TMRW AND I JAVENT EVEN FINISHED THE FREAKING POWERPOINT OR FINISHED MEMORIZING THE SOEECH SO I WILL START THE OTHER CHAOER BC PRIORITIES AND IM ALREADY FREAKING PUKING MY GUTS OUT AND THURS ALWAYS THE WEEKEND BC I WONT BE THERE TMRW!
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